Short imagines with BTS ships-Book 2

Kookiemonster (sad/sweet/smut)

This part 2 to the latest Kookiemonster as I was asked if I wanted to make a part 2 :) (http://my.w.tt/UiNb/bjO8hYWf7F)

Kookie woke up in Namjoon's arms. He was naked and pressed against his boyfriend. He knew Jungkook and Namjoon had had sex. He felt jealousy spread in his body like poisen. It darken his heart and his mind became clouded. A little after Namjoon opened his eyes smiling at Kookie. Even though Kookie wanted to smile back and kiss him, he simply couldn't. His expression was sad and he was hurt.

"Morning Kookie, is something wrong?" Namjoon asked and tilted his head slightly.

"Nothing is wrong." Kookie said, his voice sort of twisted with jealousy and sadness. Namjoon frowned but before he could say anything, Kookie was moving away from him. He got up and took some clothes before walking out. As he was getting dressed, Namjoon walked out to him in the bathoom. He was still naked but his expression wasn't shy at all.

"Are you sure nothing is wrong?" Namjoon asked again. Kookie took a deep breath and put on a fake smile.

"I'm fine. Sorry, I just thought I was late." Kookie said and kissed Namjoon's lips gently. Namjoon seemed to buy it and visibly relaxed. They got dressed and the day went on as it always did.
The next days flew by and before Kookie knew it, three weeks had gone by. Jungkook hardly ever appeared, he was half embarrassed about the sex part and Kookie's jealousy was in play too. Only a few times Kookie let his guards down and Jungkook would appear in the night. Namjoon and him would talk and kiss. It broke Kookie a little everytime. He nearly missed the times Jungkook was mean to him. Not that he wanted Namjoon to get hurt but at least then, Namjoon was only his. Now he had to share him with Jungkook. Namjoon looked so loving when he talked about Jungkook and Kookie thought it might be because it was like in the beginning of a new relationship. Though it wasn't new and Kookie hated seeing it.
One evening they were standing in the kitchen cleaning the dishes together. Kookie was feeling satisfied as they had had sex before dinner and it made him feel relaxed. They still did it but not as much as they used to. Jungkook hadn't appeared in four days, so Kookie was feeling extra good.

"You know Jungkook rarely comes out these days. I wish he would come out more often." Namjoon said as he dried off a plate. Kookie felt his heart sink, as he heard it. It wasn't the first time Namjoon said something like that. At least once every two days, he would say he wanted Jungkook to come out. It was like a stab directly in his heart every time. He felt like he wasn't enough for Namjoon anymore. Though he smiled and tried to brush it off him.

"I guess he just dosn't feel like it." Kookie said, knowing well enough that wasn't true. Jungkook was inside him, wanting to talk to him. Kookie tried to keep him inside him, he didn't want them together. His jealousy was way bigger than his need to fulfill Jungkook's needs.

"It seems weird though." Namjoon commented and Kookie ignored it and continuted to clean. When they were done, they cuddled up on the couch, Kookie enjoying the touch of Namjoon's strong, warm arms. They went to bed together, Kookie knowing Namjoon was waiting for Jungkook to appear, knowing that he wasn't going to.
The next day Kookie was able to leave work earlier than planned. He was suppose to work until late but he got off around six and he had the day off the following day. The dark had nearly settled and he knew it wouldn't be long before it would take over the cold winter night. He got a cab to his and Namjoon's apartment and opened the door to the apartment. He could hear Namjoon's voice somewhere and realised that it was from the bedroom. He walked to the door which was almost closed and heard he was moaning. Kookie's heart stopped as he peeked inside. Namjoon had closed his eyes tightly, his hand moving up and down as he was jerking off. He heard Namjoon moan a name and it shattered Kookie's heart and tears started to fall from his eyes. It wasn't his name. It was Jungkook's. He was moaning Jungkook's name over and over. He cried silently as he heard Namjoon get closer to his high, still with Jungkook's name in his mouth. Kookie left the apartment, not knowing that if he had just walked in a little before, he would hear Namjoon moan his name as well, Kookie.
Kookie wandered the streets in what seemed like forever. It was cold but it was like it went right through him. He didn't know what to do. He loved Namjoon so much but it seemed he only loved Jungkook. He walked and walked until the tears stopped and his mind was empty. He rounded a corner and realised he was in an alley. A man was standing a little down smoking. Kookie wanted to walk pass him but the man grabbed his hand, making Kookie's heart jump from suprise.