Words Fail-Vanoss Crew

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"I never meant to make it such a mess" I stared at Evan. I had gone into there lives and pretended to be another youtuber but thye didn't exactly like that I lied.

"I never thought that it would go this far. So I just stand here sorry
Searching for something to say. Something to say.
Words fail, words fail. There's nothing I can say" I told The guys As I looked at each of them. Bryce, Tyler, Ryan, Jonathon, Evan, Craig, David, Marcel, Brian, and Brock.

"I guess I thought I could be part of this. I never had this kind of thing before. I never had that perfect guy. Who somehow could see the good part of me" I told them them tears already forming. I saw the pain in Bryces eyes but he wouldn't admit it.

"I never had the dad who stuck it out. No corny jokes or baseball gloves. No mom who just was there 'Cause mom was all that she had to be" I told the truth that I never actually had people who care.

"That's not a worthy explanation. I know there is none. Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done" I knew I had he it them, Played them, used them but I truly felt bad.

"Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say
Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted
And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had" I said crying.

"And it's right there, right there, right there In front of you. And you want to believe it's true
So you... make it true
And you think maybe everybody wants it
And needs it... a little bit... too" I told them as they started walking away.

"This was just a sad invention. It wasn't real, I know. But we were happy
I guess I couldn't let that go
I guess I couldn't give that up
I guess I wanted to believe
'Cause if I just believe
Then I don't have to see what's really there" I said as Tyler stopped and faced me. I saw the tears as he stopped the guys.

"No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than
These broken parts
Pretend I'm something other than. This mess that I am
'Cause then I don't have to look at it. And no one gets to look at it. No, no one can really see. 'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me. I never let them see the worst of me 'Cause what if everyone saw?
What if everyone knew?
Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too? Will I just keep on running away from what's true? all I ever do is run How do I step into the sun? Step into the sun" I said feeling arms all around me. I cried as They hugged me. I fucked up but...they are willing to give me a second chance.

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