(MAJOR EDITING) I loved him since I was 12.. {Bars and Melody Fanfiction!)

Next day.

Leondres P.O.V.

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I woke up and Demi was gone. I realised that I had being moved onto the bed, and my shoes were taken off. I got out of bed and walked In to the bathroom. Then I washed my face with water and brushed my teeth quickly. I splashed water onto my head ticket rid of the gel I had on yesterday and spiked my hair up naturally with water💦💧💦💧

Quickly I wiped my face with a paper towel and opened the little bin near the toilet. Inside I found empty bandage wrappers with drops of blood on, she better not be self harming again. It would kill all of us if anything happened to her.

I shut the bin and walked into my bedroom, I opened up my case and threw in my track suit and walked down the stairs🙏🙏

On the way down I found Lauren and Charlie, they both looked at me with sympathetic looks, it's not me that this has happened it. It is my princess, my world.

"Where is she?" I asked.

"In the dressing room I think" Charlie said.

I nodded and carried on walking past them

Lauren and Charlie slept at there house last night and came around ours this morning. They come everyday, we go there too, it is like we have 2 homes💖💖

I walked towards the dressing room and found Demi sitting In front if the mirror, she wasn't even blinking. It was as if she was there, but with no soul.

"D..Demi?" I said as she looked up at me.

"A...are you..ok?" I stuttered, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how she would take anything I'm saying.

She looked down into her lap and shook her head slightly.

I stood there and thought of anything to say,to start the conversation.

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked.

"Can I have some toast please" she mumbled.

"Yes, I'll just be two-" I said but she cut me off, none of us knew what to say or how to react.

"Can I have a hug please?" She asked. Why is she asking, why didn't she just hug me😞

I walked up to her and as she stood up I wrapped my arms around her for about 30 seconds. Until she whispered in my ear "I'm sorry Leondre" I pulled away.

"Sorry for what?" I asked😞😞😞💖💖💖😞😞😞💖💖💖

"I'm yours.. Your mine, and, and I should be yours and yours only, but.. Now, someone else made me do it with them. I wanted to tell our children when they grow up, that it was you and you only. But it would be a lie.. That..person. Wrecked it. They wrecked everything Leondre. Why? Why us?" She said as she broke down in tears.

I wrapped my arms around her and held her close to my body "no sweetie, you didn't want too, and I know you didn't want too. And, it never meant anything to you, so it wasn't real. Please don't blame yourself, and I don't know why us baby, I'm so sorry that I wasn't here" I said as I started crying too😣😭😣😭

"It wasn't your fault, p..please don't cry Leondre. It wasn't your fault, or Lauren's, or Izzys, it wasn't no ones, it was his.. The one that did this.. I love you leondre" she said in my ear as she tightened her arms around my waist.

"I love you too Demi. More than words can describe"I told her back. I wanted to kiss her and cuddle her. But, I just knew she wasn't ready.. She can't be, she can't allow another man to touch her that she doesn't wait and feel comfortable again. We were standing hugging and talking for ages and ages. At one point I was even singing/rapping to her🙏❤️🙏❤️

When she randomly said "I was so scared Leo. I thought he was trying to kill me." I didn't know what to say, again we were both crying, I just didn't know what I could say that would comfort her.

I held her tighter in my arms and continued to sing/rap to her. "Please don't cut my princess, your worth so much more than that. I love you to the moon and back, and again and again. I don't know what I would do without you, please don't cut, I don't want you to leave me" I said as she tucked her head into the nape of my neck💜💜💜

"I won't, I was just so scared, I missed you, I wanted you to hold me in your arms and kiss me, and tell me everything would be ok" she admitted.

"Well I'm here now Arnt I baby?" I said as she pulled her head back, and put her face closer to mine. She pecked my lips quickly, and continued cuddling me. I think she did it just to see how she would feel if she did kiss me normally.

I remembered that she said "kiss me and tell me everything will be ok" so I did. As she snuggled her head back into her chest I whispered into her ear "don't worry baby, I'm here now, your safe.. Everything is going to be ok"💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖