Eating.

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Leondres P.O.V

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Charlie poured everyone's food out onto our plates and passed them us one at a time. Afterwards he opened the big bowl with the rice in so we could take it out our self.

I did mine and then Demi's for her.

I put one spoon full of rice onto her plate and picked up another but she blocked my hand.

"That's enough" she said and smiled at me.

"Are you sure babe?" I asked.

"Yea bby" she replied. I nodded and did mine, and then I passed along the bowl as I sat back down into my seat.

I whispered to Demi "your not gonna starve yourself are you?" I said and chuckled at the end so it wasn't as awkward.

"No babe, I'm just not that hungry" I nodded and smiled. She hadn't eaten much all day so she must of being hungry.

Demi's P.O.V.

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I'm scared now. Maybe he is right. Maybe I am starving myself. I dunno.

I put some of my food onto my spoon and looked at it. Sigh. It looks really nice, but for some reason my hand wouldn't allow it to take the spoon to my mouth, instead it put it back onto the plate.

*Sigh* not this again. "Beautiful, what's wrong? Eat it" Leondre said as he nudged me.

"But, grh." I said. Before he could say anything I stood up and was standing in the kitchen with my glass of wine in my hand.

A few minutes later Leondre walked into the room too me.

"Demi what's wrong?" He asked.

"Leondre, I don't know. I've almost got rid of the eating disorder, but sigh, It's hard today. I can't bring myself to eat" I told him. He looked shocked, what did I say?

"You.. You mean you haven't got rid of the eating disorder yet?" He said as he gave a confused look.

"Urm, no Leondre. I told you when I was in bed, that I.." I started, but then I remembered,chis face looked scared so I told him that it disappeared and I got over it. Crap.

"I, Urm..you remember me saying.. That I had, Urm, just got over it?" I told/asked him. Now I was confusing myself.

"Your not over it are you?" He asked with a sad look on his face.

I shook my head lightly and looked down at my feet.

Before I could say or do anything, Leondre had ran out of the room.

What did I do? Did that upset him? I'm so confused.

I walked up to the counter and took another drink form out of my glass. And then topped it up.

Arghhh!!!! I'm sick of drinking every time I have a problem!! I wish Leondre would understand that I didn't mean to lie😫 I just love him so much, I can't love him!!!

Sorry guys, I didn't update yesterday because I was tired and today I had my sports day so I can only update this.

I'm sorry it isn't as interesting as the others, but I'm pretty tired after all of the events at school and things.

But I will try my hardest to get back on track for tomorrow.

And OMG!! 15K!!! ARGHHHH🙀👌🙀👌🙀

And 428 votes!! Let's aim for 450 and then we will go a little higher?💖💜💖💜

Anyway, rage over. Thanks guys, I wouldn't be here without youse!😘😘

-Love you all. Demi💖

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