(MAJOR EDITING) I loved him since I was 12.. {Bars and Melody Fanfiction!)

Demis P.O.V.

Demi's P.O.V.
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After Leondre told me that. It has helped a lot, I have felt a bit better.

I just wish it could go away, but it won't will it? It will haunt me for my whole life.

Last night I just kept having replays, of every single thing. His face, the way his smile grinned when he shut the door behind him.

And the way he towered over me as I cried on the floor. Why? Why did he fucking do it?😣

I walked down the stairs in my grey track suit and my hair in a high pony as I walked into the living room to find Lauren and Charlie sitting in the sofa.

I walked into the room with my head down and looked up at them.

Lauren looked up at me and smiled slightly, she walked towards me and hugged me. I wanted to cry again..but, I've being crying too much.

I have to stay brave. When Lauren pulled away from the hug I turned to Charlie. He opened his arms and hugged me&was I pulled away he kissed my cheek🙏😊

"Where's Leondre?" I asked quietly.

"He has gone to his parents.. He wanted to talk to them.. He was going to invite you but he didn't think you would be up to it" Charlie said. He must have gone to tell them what happened, oh gosh.

"O..ok, I'm going to make a sandwich.. Do you want one?" I asked them.

Charlie shook his head and Lauren said "yes please, this little one is hungry, come on I'll help" I nodded and walked into the kitchen as Laurencshut the door behind her.

"D..Demi? Urm, Leondre asked me.. To ask you, when you will be ready, Urm, to do the police report thing?" Lauren asked nervously.

Oh crap, I forgot, I didn't want to tell the police.

What.. What if he gets a really long time in prison.. And then, the newspaper find out..

Because of the fans.. And, and, and then, everyone knows. No. I couldn't deal with that.

"I'm not going too" I mumbled to her really quietly.

I picked up the knife as stared at it for a seconds. The last time I had something sharp in my hand I cut.

I slowly placed it into the sandwich and cut it.

I wiped the side and Lauren said "what? But Demi, you have too.. You can't let him get away with this"

I picked up my sandwich and said "listen Lauren, I know your all trying to help. But if this happens, and the paparazzi find out. The whole world will know that I.. I.. I got raped. And, I can't deal with that, I'm sorry Lauren but no. You wouldn't want that to happen to you" I said as I stormed out the room and walked into the library.

I didn't mean to shout at her. She just upset me a little. I didn't want anyone to know this😔

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