forever.

24

"He didn't show up! He doesn't want me."

I sobbed as I paced back and forth.

"Bayley, if he doesn't want to save your marriage, why in the hell are you crying over him?"

Sasha asked.

"Because I love him, Sash! There is absolutely nothing I want more then to be with him. I didn't spend almost nine years with the guy to throw it all away!"

I yelled.

"I just want him back. I miss his stupid dork smile. And his stupid dork personality. And his stupid dork everything! Gosh, I just want it back."

I said, sitting on the couch.

"Come here Bay."

Sasha said, wrapping me up in her arms.

"A part of me regrets the whole letting Seth see Emery thing...but another part of me doesn't."

I sobbed into her chest.

"Shhh Bay. Okay, I'm done giving you advice. I'm here to be your shoulder to cry on."

She said, running her hand through my hair.

"Thank you."

I said, sniffling.