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"Pam, c'mon. You're scaring me."

Sasha said as I stared into space. I wasn't crying. I wasn't screaming. I was just...quiet.

"Pamela."

Sasha said sternly.

"What is there to talk about?"

I asked.

"Pam, you just caught your husband holding another woman in his arms. There's no way you aren't upset right now."

Sasha said.

"I'm not upset. I'm hurt. But there's no reason to cry anymore. If he wants her...I can't stop him."

I said.

"Aw Pam."

Sasha said, hugging me. I hugged her back as we heard a knock at the door.

"Pam?"

I heard Fergal ask as he poked his head in the door.

"Go away!"

I yelled, throwing a pillow off the couch in Sasha's dressing room at him.

"Pam, really?"

Fergal asked, picking up the pillow.

"Why her? Literally anyone but freaking Kylie!"

I screamed at him.

"Shhh. It was not what it looks like."

Fergal said, hugging me.

"She fell. All I did was catch her."

Fergal said, rubbing my back.

"That's all you did?"

I asked him.

"Of course. I would never, ever cheat on you Pamela. You're my Squish."

Fergal said, putting his index finger under my jaw and his thumb on my chin and lifting my face up.

"I love you."

I said as Fergal wiped my tears.

"I love you too."

He said, kissing me.

"And I will never, ever, ever cheat on you."

He said.

"Good. I'll never cheat on you either."

I said, hugging him.