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"They've been working on him for two hours, What the hell could be the hold up?"

Sasha asked, pacing the waiting room.

"He's dead."

I said into my legs.

"What?"

"That's probably the hold up. He's probably dead."

I said as I tried not to cry.

"Don't think like that, Bay."

Mella said, rubbing my back.

"How else am I suppose to think? If he is dead, I didn't even get to say goodbye. I should've fought harder. I should've done more to fight for our marriage. I should've been a better wife."

"Stop it, Bay. You did nothing wrong. It's that little skanks fault."

She said, glaring at Kylie.

"Oh yeah, cause everything is my fault."

She said, wiping her tears.

"Quit with the fake tears. And who was the last one with him again?"

Sasha asked.

"That's what I thought."

Sasha said, rolling her eyes.

"I just don't wanna lose him."

I said, lifting my head up.

"It's okay Bay. We're all here for you."

Sasha said.

"You know, I thought it hurt when Mia died. But this is so much worse."

I said as I wiped my tears. My heart hurt so bad. I just wish everything would go back to normal already...