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"What do you wanna do today sweetie?"

I asked Aria as I washed the dishes.

"Anything with you Mommy."

She said as I smiled.

"Movie day?"

"Movie day."

She said, shaking her head in agreement.

"Go ahead and pick out some movies from the box and I'll be in soon."

I said, finishing up the dishes. Aria ran into the living room as my phone rang.

"Hey Sami. What's up?"

I asked as I answered the phone.

"Hey, have you heard from Finn or Kylie recently?"

He asked.

"No, why?"

"Kylie just called and said Finn tried to commit suicide."

Sami said. My heart stopped.

"That's not funny Sami."

"Why would I joke about that, Bayley?"

Sami asked.

"Fuck! I did this."

I said as I started crying. My whole body was shaking. I felt empty and cold.

"Sasha and I will be over to take you two to the hospital."

Sami said before hanging up.

"What's wrong Mommy?"

Aria asked.

"Go get your shoes on. Quickly. Aunt Sasha and Uncle Sami are coming to pick us up and we're gonna go somewhere."

I said, wiping my tears. She ran off as I sobbed into my hands. I felt so guilty. This was my fault. I took Aria away from him. I left him. I did all this shit to him. And now he tried to kill himself. I felt like such a piece of shit.

"Please don't cry Mommy."

Aria said, hugging me.

"I love you Aria. I love you so, so much."

I said, picking her up and hugging her. Now we play the waiting game...