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Finn's POV

"Morning angel."

I said, kissing Bayley's forehead. She turned her head to look at me and sighed.

"You feeling any better?"

I asked. She shook her head.

"You wanna talk?"

I asked her. She shook her head.

"Okay. I love you."

I said, kissing her cheek.

Bayley's POV

I love you too.

I thought it my head as I sighed. I couldn't talk. The worlds wouldn't form in my head. The words wouldn't come out of my mouth. My whole life was in pieces in front of me.

I wish I would've just been successful. I wish I would've been gone. I wish Finn wouldn't have found me half dead. I wish I was dead.

Nothing was gonna get better from here. Kylie and Adam wouldn't feel remorse. Finn would just be up my ass from now on. And I was still gonna be depressed.

I didn't wanna cause Finn more hurt. If I was dead, he wouldn't be hurt by my actions anymore. If I was dead, the kids would move on. Finn could remarry. The kids could have a stepmom. Sasha would find a new best friend. All the fans would forget about me. I'm so easily replaceable.

If I was dead...life would be so much simpler. No more hurt. No more fights. Everyone could be happy without me.

Maybe next time I'll be successful...