life goes on (completed)

the kids come first

3 Months Later | Pam's POV

"We're almost there baby girl. I promise."

I said as I kissed the top of Mia's head and contained walking down the road. Thank god I knew of a soup kitchen nearby where I can get some food for Mia.

"Here we are."

I said with a smile as I placed our bags down and walked into the soup kitchen. I grabbed one of Mia's bottles, washed it out in the bathroom, and got her some milk.

I wasn't really bothered in eating myself. I mean, my stomach was hurting from hunger but Mia means more to me.

"You must be really hungry."

I said with a laugh as she began to drink her bottle. That's when a worker came and sat down next to me at the table.

"She's hungry, isn't she?"

The worker asked as she looked at Mia.

"Yeah. She hasn't had a bottle in a couple hours."

I said with a smile.

"How far along are you?"

She asked as she looked at my small bump.

"Three months."

"Aren't you going to eat something yourself?"

"I was more interested in getting some food."

I said as I looked back down at Mia.

"Let me get you a plate."

The worker said as she got up and walked to where the food is. I wish I didn't have to depend on places like this but I didn't want to hurt Fergal and Becky's relationship. So I'll just have to stay doing what I'm doing.

Fergal's POV

"Hello baby girl."

I said with a smile as Becky handed me our new baby girl, Julianna.

"How's Pam and Mia doing?"

Becky asked as I rocked Julianna back and forth.

"She's...they're still missing."

I said as I looked down.

"I'm sorry Fergal."

Becky said as she rubbed her shoulder.

"It's okay. I'm still looking but...I don't have much hope."

I said as I sighed. I miss Pam and Mia a lot. I just hope that Pam is keeping the baby and Mia safe and healthy.