life goes on (completed)

he's gonna hurt me

Pam's POV

I sat down at a seat in the airport as I sighed. Carter was fast asleep in his car seat so I had some time to myself. I pulled my legs up to my chest as I started silently crying.

Aaron is going to kill me when I get home. He's going to beat me until I'm just a bloody pulp. And he'll be even more angry once he found out that I gave Fergal the kids.

I had no where to turn. Fergal didn't give a shit if I'm dead or alive. I gave him my kids so I don't have them to live for. I mean, maybe I should kill myself before Aaron gets the shot to.

I looked down at my stomach as I sighed. I didn't want my little baby to get hurt but...once Aaron is angry, there's no stopping him.

I grabbed my phone and dialed Fergal's number. No answer. He really just didn't give a shit about me anymore. He would rather have me dead then to let me live on his couch. He proved that today.

I sighed as I heard that my flight was boarding. I picked Carter's car seat up and started walking towards the flight. I looked down at the sleeping 3 month old and I felt tears fill my eyes.

"I hope you don't get hurt, munchkin. Mommy and your little sibling are sure as hell going to get hurt. I tried getting us help. Just know that."

I said as I wiped my tears away. Here goes nothing.