life goes on (completed)

save me

Pam's POV

I looked up at Aaron before resuming my position on the couch: bawling my eyes out with my knees pulled up to my chest.

"He took everything from me."

I sobbed as Aaron rubbed my back.

"Shh, it's okay baby. We'll get them back. I mean just by the way Ethan was crying...we'll get them back."

"Oh Ethan, my poor little boy. He can't just be torn from me like that. He doesn't want Fergal. He wants me. I'm all he knows. He doesn't know any better but no one seems to realize that."

I sobbed.

"You know, I thought I didn't have anything to live for when Fergal left me but...I don't even have my kids anymore. I really lost everything. I can't live like this, Aaron. I don't wanna be alive."

I said as I pulled my head off my knees and looked at him.

"Pam, don't say that. Please don't say that baby."

Aaron said as he wrapped his arms around me and held me close. He can show me love all he wants but...it's true. I have nothing to live for.

Fergal's POV

"Shh, Ethan don't cry."

I said as I rocked him back and forth. No matter what I tried, he wouldn't stop crying. It broke my heart.

"I want my Mommy! Take me to my Mommy!"

He yelled as he slammed his fists onto me.

"I'm so sorry. I wish I could."

"You took me from my Mommy! Take me back! I hate you! I want my Mommy!"

He sobbed. I sighed as I kept rubbing his back. This is gonna be a long couple of days.