Pam's POV
"Hey Mama Bear."
Sasha said with a smile as she walked into the hospital room.
"Hey."
I said with a weak smile.
"How are you and Ava doing?"
"We're Okay. I mean, we'd be better if she had a father but she doesn't exactly have the best options. Do we choose the psychopath Aaron Solow or cheater Fergal Devitt."
I said all dramatically. But then it set in that that's reality. And then I started crying.
"Oh Pam."
Sasha said as she sat next to me on the bed and wrapped her arm around me.
"My daughter will never have a dad. And it's because I made a stupid fucking mistake. I'm so fucking stupid. I wish I could take it back Sasha. I just want Fergal back so damn bad but I fucked of all up."
I sobbed into her shoulder.
"Shhh, don't cry. It's okay Pam. You and Ava are gonna be okay. You're gonna move in with Sami and I and we'll get you back up on your feet again, Okay?"
"Okay."
I said as Sasha wiped my tears.
"Your baby girl doesn't need a father. She has one hell of a strong Mother who can do this on her own. Besides...you've already been doing it on your own."
Sasha said as I smiled.
"Thank you so much Sasha. For everything. I really needed it."
I said as I hugged her.
"Of course. You're my sister Pam. Always has been, always will be. And I love you."
Sasha said as she hugged me back.
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life goes on (completed)
Fanfiction"even if I move on, I'm still always going to only truly love you." {final book in Baylor series}
