life goes on (completed)

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Pam's POV

"I don't want to do this."

I told Fergal as I looked up at him.

"Well you've gotta get out of this bed Pam. I know it's gonna hurt to walk but you need to try."

Fergal said as I sighed.

"Fine."

I said as I put my hands into his. I slowly pulled myself until all the pain in my body made me fall into Fergal's arms.

"Fuck this hurts."

I cried.

"I know it does. Just take a few steps. We can work on it since you'll be here for a while."

Fergal said as I nodded. I ended up walking a few more steps before Fergal placed me back in the bed.

"Thank you for being here. I really can't thank you enough."

I said as I hugged him.

"Of course. I love you Pam."

Fergal said as he kissed the top of my head.

"Surprise!"

We heard as a knock came from the door. I looked over to see Sasha and Sami brought all the kids from Orlando to San Jose.

"Hey guys!"

I said with a smile as Ethan and Ava crawled up onto the bed.

"I missed you Mommy!"

Ethan said as I hugged him as tightly as I could.

"I missed you too baby. I've missed all of you."

I said as I smiled.

"Where's Carter?"

Skye asked. I exchanged looks with Fergal as I sighed.

"Guys, Carter died. But don't worry and don't be sad. He's in heaven with Grandma Leonie and Anastasia and Juliet. He's okay guys, I promise."

I said as I placed Ava on my lap.

"He's dead?"

Ava asked me with tears in her eyes.

"Don't cry sweetheart. He's okay, I promise. Don't cry."

I said as I wiped her tears and kissed the top of her head. I just hope the kids aren't too distraught over this.