life goes on (completed)

barley alive

Pam's POV

I looked at the pool of blood under my face as I almost lost consciousness again. I'm dying. I can tell. Aaron doesn't care. Fergal doesn't care. They're both going to just let me die here.

My hands are broken so I can't push myself up or crawl. My jaw is shattered so I can't scream. I can barley keep my eyes open so nothing is gonna work. I'm stuck here.

If I could, I'd take everything back. I wouldn't lose Fergal. I wouldn't be such a bitch to him. I would've just mind my own business. Maybe then he would've cared about me.

"Help me."

I whispered as I began to crawl on the floor. I barley got to the door when I lost energy. I propped myself against the wall and sighed.

That's when I realized the blood on my shorts.

I felt tears gather in my face as I realized what's going on. The baby died. If Aaron finds out, he'll definitely kill me. But then I realized another thing.

Carter is downstairs.

I started crawling again but I just barley got down the stairs when I gave up. My stomach hurt too bad. My head is spinning. I can't even keep my eyes open.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry I couldn't save you. But don't worry. Mommy is going with you."

I whispered as I laid down on the ground. I coughed up some more blood as I closed my eyes.

And that's when I passed out.