Like... Very relevant to me.
Mitch's POV:
"Scott..." I said as we relaxed in the jacuzzi at the leisure center pool.
"Yeah?" He smiled.
"Er... So I just wanted to catch up on gossip..." I explain and he nods. He's straight. He's gorgeous. He didn't know that I'm gay even though we've been best friends since we were five.
I've only just realised I'm gay recently, but only gay for him for some reason.
"Well I kind of fancy two people..." He said shyly and I listened closely...
"Well... Beth is really goodlooking... I mean admit it, she is.." I lyingly agreed and he continued.
"So is um... So is Felicity.."
"Yeah, they both are really hot..." I blushed even though I wasn't embarrassed. I could trust him very well. He's my best friend. But I have a slight thought that he prefers Eli... Well, Elijah.
"What about you?" He asked, wiggling his eyebrows.
I gulped and had the urge to tell him but before I could I stopped myself.
"Well... I do.. I would love to tell you but I can't.." I explained and he put puppy dog eyes on.
"Come on, pleeease!!" He asked, splashing me in the face.
I stared at his torso secretly and admire him. I was supposed to be straight for goodness sake! My family is very strong christian and so am I. *sigh.*
"Well, I can trust you... But.. Ok..." I said.
For the next half an hour I lied about my female 'crushes' and he got really frustrated.
"Seriously?! Why won't you tell me?" He asks and I shake my head.
"Fine!" He pouts and I hug him.
I stare at him all the time. I'm obsessed with him. If I want to go out with any friends I ask him first.
He's so beautiful.
I just don't know what to do, tell him?!
I can't tell my family. They would understand, but I just don't want to.
I am straight.
No I'm not.
I am.
Not.
I'm only gay for him. No other guy is hot or nice like him.
Well this was awful. I'm tired, and I can only update as my life goes on.
Goodnight
