★The One I Love - Sapnap

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Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

CW - homophobia

Channel(s) - Karl, George, Sapnap, Dream, Austin, mentioned people from love or host.

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Sapnap's pov

"Do you think it went well, maybe I should have been more direct. I kind of feel bad for the girls who turned up tonight" I ramble, anxiously chewing on the skin around my nails.

"Hey, I think it went just fine, Sap. Just come sit down" Austin says as Karl passes his phone over so we can order food.

"But what if it wasn't clear. Like it would have been easier to just say I'm into dudes instead of choosing Larray at the end there" I say with a heavy sigh as I plop down on the couch.

"Love. It is fine, if there's still confusion then we can make it clear. But I think it went well" Karl says and I hum, still stressfully chewing on my skin.

"Sorry, I'm being a real downer right now with all this stress. I know, this was supposed to be a fun evening" I say with a sigh and Karl shakes his head with a soft coo.

"No baby, don't even worry. Your feelings are so valid and we understand but I believe that we can worry about this tomorrow. Let's have some down time and relax, watch something and eat some food and then tomorrow we can revisit this and talk about it some more" Karl says softly and I hum, running a hand through my hair.

"Okay.. I can try.. I can try for you" I say softly and Karl smiles before pecking my lips.

"Great, now we're ordering from Cook out. You order whatever you want, treat yourself tonight love. What you did was really brave" Karl says softly and I hum with a sigh.

"Can I decide on the toilet, I gotta shit bad from all the stress" I say with a small grin.

"Sure, I think everyone has put their order in so once you've decided then just put it through and pay for it with my card okay" Karl says and I hum, waiting impatiently for the phone.

"Okay, I'm done, here. Have a nice shit" Austin says as he hands me the phone and I swiftly head off to the bathroom.

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"Dude I cannot believe you soft launched your coming out like that" Dream exclaims as George props his phone up against some shit on the coffee table.

"I've been shitting myself ever since man, I am freaking out. I have not looked at twitter" I say as my knee bounces.

"I promise you, there has been nothing negative.. but I don't think most realised it was you coming out" Dream says and I nod with a heavy exhale.

"Yeah.. I figured.. I was hoping it would work" I say with a frown, rubbing my eyes whilst holding back a yawn.

"Either way Sapnap, it's going to be okay. You've got all of us supporting you, no matter who you love" Dream says with a soft smile.

"Thank you" I say softly, resting my head on Karl's shoulder.

"Let's sleep on it tonight love, and make it clear tomorrow. We can come out together as a couple" Karl says softly, holding my hand. "If that's what you want though" Karl says softly and I hum.

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