My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 2

Pastellite Dreams

Note: 'Pastellite' means from the word pastel like aesthetics. And also, the top image I edited, he's so hot!! (Hyrule Warriors is my favorite).

Your POV

Will my dream ever gonna come true? I'm an emo girl who likes pastel goth. Long or short bangs that covers my eyes underneath. I wear mostly black clothing or any light colors such as pink, purple, blue...etc. Aesthetics are my favorites instead of kawaii stuff.

I listened to rock, lo-fi, synthwave or chillstep music all day everyday when my life gets much different, especially when I'm in public. The kids at school said I was weird....or an emo type of person. Not like the other students who are popular in their peers.

I also interested in fashion styles like anime lolita dresses or casual clothes. My favorite foods are kawaii sweets, just like in anime shows I used to watch on every Saturday weekends because I have a sweet tooth. Japan sure got lots and lots of good stuff there too.

I always like to relax as my mind is full of wild, vivid imagination that are lucid which it felt like living in a dream. I'm not actually much of a talker but I was being the silent individual, rather than socializing. I feel alone at times....yet I like peaceful solitude.

I tend to get bullied a lot because I have a different personality than the others. And that's when I received scars on my body. All of my suffering are worsened than before as my brain is filled with escapism. A way to escape from reality, the pain and troubles.

Some of them throw insults at me and I get bruised up pretty badly. I'm not like the others because of my emo status, hairstyle, makeup or fashion clothes. I don't hangout even and I'm not much of a socialized type when it comes to peers in school actually.

When times are tough, I need some quietness on my privacy while doing my hobbies. Pixel arts, aesthetic edits, from pictures to drawings. I wonder what could be my paradise is like up there? I prayed for this, hoping it will come true somehow. ✨ 🌈 ✨

I wanted to be a designer. Like OC makers, blingee edits...you know, the pictures can move by adding sparkly and glittery things. I never told anyone I'm such of an aesthetic person so I have to keep it secretly. A girl has her own talents, to be a little bit cliché.

My life is simple yet depressing more than a colorful one. What's it like be feeling happy? Will I be in peace or free from the struggles, pressure and pain? Maybe meet the hero of my dreams. I can't tell but I blushed slightly a faint pink on my face.

I guess it's okay to be alone, no one ever notices me. This is hard for me to take but I have to find the answer by myself on my own. I have come so far all this time....where am I supposed to go? But I'm afraid to be left behind, frozen or trapped. What if I get lost?

When my stress has taken over me, I'm in a very deep sad mood, just like the aesthetic wallpapers on social media as the train of vivid dreams have began to take me away. I feel sleepy when I listen to the tunes of lo-fi and gives me chill waves of nostalgia.

It felt like happy pills that leads me to tiredness. I wished my world could be happy, vibrant and colorful where the other people can't see in their very own eyes. But I don't know if I'm able to find it soon. There must be another way to keep me safe from this place.

I have to move forward on searching my secret sanctuary somewhere up there. I'll never find it. I need to know what would happens next...I hope. I'm so bored. How about a sweet treat for a snack? Maybe a videogame or bits of pixels can't hurt for just a little while.

When I played the game, pixels really relaxes me. The background where I can see the nature scenery. Trees, hills, flowers, clean waters...etc. It purifies my mind. I ordered my favorite snack, a box full of creamy treats. Macaroon cookies, strawberry donuts and fudge brownies. My personal favorite.