Merry Holiday Spirit

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"I'm going to give up everything and devote my life to making my dog happy."

"I don't think I'd mind school at all if it weren't for these lunch hours...I guess I'll sit on this bench...I have to sit myself because nobody else ever invites to sit with them. Those kids looked like they're having a lot of fun....I wish they liked me....NOBODY likes me. I get tired of always being alone...I wish the bell would ring..."

"Let's not sing any more Christmas carols. If you're a long way from home, they can be very depressing."

"Dear Little Red-Haired Girl, I don't have enough money to take you out to dinner. A friend of mine suggested that maybe you'd enjoy just standing on a corner eating an orange. I can't believe you suggested that." - Charlie Brown

Your POV

There must be something wrong with me. Christmas is already here but I'm not happy. I love watching the colorful lights everywhere, decorations, cards or stuff like that but I'm still not happy. The only problem is I always ended up feeling depressed.

My Christmas time has turned downhill and I'm getting kind of blue like I was frozen in ice or trapped in a blizzard. I just don't understand it, I guess. Why am I depressed? I have holiday blues. I acted sad during festivities like this one.

I have seasonal depression and I can't make something that will cheer me up. I checked the mailbox....nothing is in there. Nobody sent me a present or a greeting card this year. I am crushed to pieces. What's wrong with me? Rats!

I groaned miserably. Why do we have a holiday to emphasize it? I let myself down...people treat me differently. On the other hand, I'm not like the others anymore. I have a face that got laughed by those bullies who make fun of me.

I'm a girl who's afraid of meeting boys. Handsome ones, charming, sexy...hot guys have pretty faces that makes me nervous, like anime male characters. I experienced unrequited love which leads me to terrible bad luck of my love life. Good grief...

I fall for a certain blonde-haired boy who I admire his looks but....I lost my date and he goes out with someone else and I broke. No monthsary, no bouquet of flowers, no gifts, nothing. There's none for me. I just stared at the empty present with a plain sad look on my face.

 I just stared at the empty present with a plain sad look on my face

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