My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 2

Stress Out!

"I thought about doing it until I realized it would be a total waste of my time, so I didn't do it." - Red ('Angry Birds')

"I say 'go' but you say 'stay'. You can't tell me what to do. Don't understand a word I say. So phooey...phooey on you." - Donald Duck (Disney 'Duck Tales')

"ANGER doesn't begin to cover it!!!" - Nicole Watterson ('The Amazing World Of Gumball')

"This job gets very stressful. Are you just going to stand there like a half-wit?" - Squidward Tentacles ('Spongebob Squarepants')

"I'm never working again, 'cause I don't feel like it. I've wasted my whole life and I'm not wasting another second working for you. So, go ahead and FIRE me." - Benson Dunwoody ('Regular Show')

"All the years, I've wanted to be treated like an ADULT have blown up in my face." - Lisa Simpson ('The Simpsons')

"If only I were good and kind like that, but I'm not, so that's that!" - Helga Pataki ('Hey Arnold!')

"You listen to me, you little monster! I take abuse on from everybody around here but I am NOT gonna take it from you! Now sit here until I say you get up. And if you move one muscle before I smack your weird head!" - Meg Griffin ('Family Guy')

Your POV

I have a hard time coping up with my stress. I keep all my emotions bottled up like deep waters, drowning in fear as I was unable to breath or reach my hand towards the surface. I'm also not in control of my actions and I find it difficult to understand it first.

When I could go see a therapist, my test results are off the charts which means my stress level has increased. And it gets even worse too. If I can't get ahold of my severe stress for too long, I will die of a heart attack or have months to live. That was just awful....

My life is simple and I'm stuck with it. I struggled, feeling anxious or dizzy and a bit exhausting. Want to know why? It repeats in an endless loop for almost than 24 hours a day and it also felt like forever. I just can't focus on my work due to my stress.

In public, I can't handle the noise from outside or inside either. Disturbances are everywhere when people scolded me for not doing any assignments or any kind of activities which it made my stress level overflow with pressure. It bothers my mind terribly.

The doctors said if I could take a dose of anti-depressants for once a day, it will put me in ease when I have a headache. It can help me slow down the pain and suffering. When times like this felt like an emotional roller-coaster as my heart tightens in my chest.

What about my anger issues? It gets even much worse than that. Everytime I went irritatedly mad at anyone, I can feel the fiery heat starts to boil within me. Danger signs of my mental health and dark creatures known as inner demons are manifesting my temples.

What's more is my world is scary and very tempting. It consumes around my body and it drains my energy like I was out of oxygen. I then curled in a ball, both legs against my chest as I hugged myself for secure and huddle in the corner walls, sobbing for help.

I also looked at the mirror and see my own dark side reflecting itself in front of me. The question is, what is this odd feeling? Hatred, depression, sadness or confusion? Those pair of strange eyes are staring right back at me in terror that still haunts my dreams.

I glared at it, causing me to punch the mirror really hard and then, my hand is now bleeding badly. Still, it hurts too. I have to keep it together, but I can't do it alone anymore. Stress made me lose control as my anger build up a flaming furnace around me.