ANTI - Oscar Diaz

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It's been 4 hours and Keisha and I were still trying to get a location on the kids.

I grew more anxious by the minute.

I was busy isolating myself from the outside world forgetting that other people depended on me.

Jamal depended on me and now him and his friends has been kidnapped.

I wanted to know who was behind it.

I eyed the cup that Oscar had set infront of me.

It was hot chocolate.

I didn't want to feel it.
But little things like this are the reasons i fell for him.

Oscar was alot of things but
He's intelligent, he's loyal he's loving he's raw. That's when you get pass the walls he's built so high all his life.

And i admired him so much for so many different reasons.

But i still couldn't forget that he had a child on the way.

I spent days trying to understand how this could've happened and I came to the conclusion that it was all in God's plan.

My mind went back to the conversation with Monse.
I meant what i said when i told her that i believed that everything happens for a reason.

Maybe Oscar and I just wasn't meant to be. And this pregnancy was God's way of telling me that.

"You okay?",  Laurice who hasn't left my side asked and i nodded.

"Okay we got a location."
I jumped at Keisha's voice 

Everyone gathered around her and her  laptop

"That's Dwayne's." I frowned

"What will they be doing at Dwayne's?" Oscar asked looking at me.

Oscar quickly got on the phone talking to whoever was on the other line.
He had asked them to check the joint.

"This makes no sense. I don't think they're actually there. Maybe Jam left his phone there." I spoke to whoever was hearing me

"She's right we shouldn't be too hopeful." Oscar said standing next to me.

His arms brushing against mine.

I took a step away from him.

"Do you guys have any enemies that would want to hurt you two?" Keisha asked looking between the two of us

"Narh Los Santo's been on the DL chilling. Apart from the whole Prophet thing which we're both involved in."

"So it could be the Prophets?"

"But how would they know that we're planning against them? That would be the only reason to hit us " He asked.

I could feel the headache.

"Unless we had a mole." I bit my lips.

But who?

"Narh, I trust Suarez and Juan. They wouldn't do us like that especially after the shit the Prophets did to them." Pscar defended.

I wasn't sure about that but they haven't given La divine any reason to doubt them. Out of all the gangs I chose them for a particular reason 

"Oscar's right. I don't think they'll do that."

"19th Street?" Benji questioned.

"Narh they're kids who's balls hasn't dropped yet i doubt it." I shook my head.

"And We have mutual respect for one another." Spooky chipped in.

I paced.

"What about on your side Robyn? Any people you pissed off?"

"I've been depressed these past weeks and my brother's been shot. We're laying low and unlike Los Santo all our men are loyal." I glanced at Oscar 

"We're just going in circles right now." Laurice said furiously

"Okay okay we all need to calm down."

The tension was getting hot

"How did you guys find out they got kidnapped?",  I looked over at Oscar and Benji. 

"We got an anonymous text." Oscar shrugged. 

My eyes turned to slit.

I walked over to him and smack the back of his head

"Why didn't you start with that you idiot."

"Ow."  He frowned holding the  back of his head.

We were interrupted when Chico and An unfamiliar guy walked in.

"What's up Rih." Chico smiled and i smiled back.

"Did you find anything?" Oscar asked the other guy

"No just this phone." He turned towards us.

It was Jamal's phone

And my shoulders sank.

One step forward two steps back

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