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Woohyun: Regret {requested}

[trigger warnings... And I hope you enjoy Sabrinaswagg12 !!! I actually cried a little bit while writing this, so I'm fairly proud of it]

Regret:

*Second person pov*

It all happened so fast... Your perfect, bright, sunny day turned into a torrential downpour. Not only the weather went downhill, but you're whole entire relationship.

What did you do wrong? Really, you didn't think anything at all. But maybe the fact you were just a depressed loner became too much for Woohyun to handle. No one had ever stuck by your side through all your suffering, so why would he? And it started to become more evident that he didn't, the more and more the fight went on.

Woohyun always had his bad, grumpy days... So you never let them affect you, but today was something totally different.

"You have no right to treat me this way (Y/N)! All you ever do is wallow in your self pity..." Yes, you've always struggled with depression, he knew that going into the relationship. He always was there for you and never seemed to have any issues... But maybe after awhile he just got agitated of you. Most people do.

"I-I'm sorry..." You cried softly staring at your feet.

"No wonder all your friends and family left! You're a screw up!"

You choked on one of your sobs, hoping to contain it, "I-I-" it wasn't fair for him to say that... It felt like you were just stabbed with a dagger over and over.

"Get out of my sight (Y/N)! Better yet... Just go kill yourself so no one else has to deal with you."

You stared at him shocked. How could he say such a thing?! After a few seconds, you knew he was serious.

So you left.

***

It was true that you had absolutely no one. No family, no friends... Sure there were co-workers you'd have coffee with, but Woohyun was about all you had.

His words reminded you of just how much you truly did hate yourself. At one point he was the reason you had forgotten, and had become happier... But now. All you felt was pain, pity, self hatred, and soon you hoped it would all just numb.

'Why did this have to happen? Why did everyone leave me? Why did Woohyun say all those nasty things?' Questions like those swarmed your mind as you were left alone sobbing in your apartment. Even cuddling up in your blankets didn't help any of your feelings.

All you wanted was to feel the warm embrace of your boyfriend- ex boyfriend. He always made you feel better, got you through your anxiety. But now he turned like everyone else.

"Better yet... Just go kill yourself so no one else has to deal with you."

Maybe Woohyun was right. All you've ever been was a burden, no one would be affected at all if you were to die. Actually, no one would even notice your missing presence. Maybe it really was time to go.

A bottle of sleeping pills. A bottle of pain medication. This should be enough, right?

Taking about half and half of each container with a glass of water, you could feel each pill burn your throat as they slid down... A swarm of worry and despair felt stuck in your chest making it hard to breathe. 'I can't do this.' No matter how much you hated your existence, you just couldn't bring yourself to do it.

Snatching up your phone in a desperate attempt, you dialed up 911.

You barely remember anything after that. Darkness. Voices. Light. Was this what death felt like?