One Shots // K-HipHop & K-Pop

Not An Update... But still important

Hey guys... I know it's been awhile since I've posted- almost a month right? Well... A lots happened.

I relapsed just a couple weeks ago and it's been unbelievably hard on me.

I lost a lot of weight, found out I had a ton more eating issues, my insomnias back and worse than before. And I also hate to say it but... I did start cutting again. Two years ago was when I started taking out my emotional abuse out on myself and just let depression consume me. I got a lot better but... Now I'm obviously not... Thankfully I have four of the most amazing people (from my xc team) by my side and really helping me right now. So I'm doing okay.

But I feel like I owe you all an apology. I have so many requests I haven't started on and I've been a wreck, so it's still gonna take time. But I haven't forgotten about this story or anyone, don't worry. And anyone who requested knows who they are...

This Saturday is going to be my last meet of the season, and I'm terrified because running's been one of the only things keeping me going. So maybe just maybe I'll have more time when it's over.

But seriously, thanks for all the reads so far and please bare with me! <3