Haikyuu X Reader (Various Chars X Reader)

(I am sorry ) Tsukishima Kei X Reader 2/2

  Hello readers this is the finale part of the Kei X Reader "I am so sorry", I do hope you will enjoy and like it. Comment down below <3 I would really appreciate it :D

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It's been two days since you woke up, your parents was extremely happy the whole Karasuno team visited you like your other friends.

Everyone is happy except for the fact you've lost your most og you precious memories, most of it were when you are already in high school until to this present time. The only person you remember is Tobio Kageyama, he was your childhood friend back in your younger years and so you wanted him in your side every time, you only ask for his presence and his alone. The reason is simple when you are still young you had the biggest crush on the blue berry boy that is why you only ask for him now. Living your life as you were like again a child, not remembering any of your friends faces and memories. It pains them to see you like this but what can they do? and what "He" can do?

Karasunno Visit: ( All of them was present)

Hinata: "______!!! _____!! you really cant remember me?" he scream practically at everyone

_____: "I am really sorry were you my friend in high school?, I cannot recall but I am sure you were a really good friend to me" you smiled

Hinata blushed at instant, yes he was indeed a very good friend to you and seeing your like this pains him not only him but everyone. If everyone is feeling more pain it was him " Kei" was staring from the corner, seeing you siting beside Kageyama irritates him like hell, he wanted to hug you and kiss you he misses your warm presence and your cute smile and laugh. But he can't get a hold of those for now he needed to wait, to wait until your memory returns.

Daichi: We've brought you some fruits also here some fresh milk" he offer giving you a concern smile

_: "Daichi san right?" I am that you took well of me when I am in high school, giving him a smile
he mess up and pat your hair, the rest look with happiness but not all of them can wait any longer to be remembered. The pain in their heart their friend and training manager to forget every single memory they had with you is heart wrecking.


After the visiting hours everyone will go except Tobio and Kei
you insisting Kageyama to stay with you, because you are having flash back that wasn't familiar with you and it scares you so much crying softly you cling unto him never letting go, in Kageyamas part he can't do anything about it. What will your parents think if he left you in this state, Kei saw this his heart is in pain he wanted to be the one on your side when you remember things when you remember the memories in high school when you remember your first love, his first kiss, and everything you two had shared.

After the doctor injected you medicine to calm you down you were now sleeping peacefully, Kei and Kageyama is standing side by side with serious aura between them

" What do you plan to do now?" Kageyama asked the guy beside him not making any eye contact

"As long as she is wishing for you to be by her side, I cannot do anything about it" he replied

"I wanted to protect her from getting hurt, I wasn't able to do it in the first place" Kageyama bitterly replied as he looks at you painfully

"I see" Kei replied

"If she will wish for me to stay by her side I will stay with her as long as she like, I will protect her from heart aches" he said leaving the guy behind " things you didn't do when you had the chance" enough for kei to hear

Tsukishimas grip fist balls into a tight hold,will this be the end of your happy memories with him, will he need to move on and forget about you? It was true that this is his fault and he feel bad about it

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The next day, Tsukishima visited you, you were on rampage crying over here and there screaming ad the nurses is having hard time making you calm. You remember painful memories about your life you remember how you were hit by the car seeing it in flash of an eye you cried in pain, no one can calm you  even Kageyama was already in your side hugging you are you cry in agony. This scene breaks Tsukishima apart it was breaking him hard.

"Tobio, I remember the car hitting me, it hurts it hurts so much,and I remember a guy who is with me before I am running away" you cried, sobs filled the room as the nurse tried to calm you

"calm down ___ please" Kageyama tries to sooth you, holding you close and kissing your head

"nonoono, I hate the pain I hate that memory, I wish not to remember everything" you break down more. shouting at this Kei was wreck condition, he can no longer tell until when he can endure this

"please don't say that ___" he hugs you tight Kageyema tries to calm you down

Kei in the other hand seeing this, pains him in so many million ways, his girlfriend being hugged by other arms screaming in agony and he cant do anything about it, but to watch and endure the pain.

"I HATE HIM, I HATE THAT GUY" you screamed

That's the time his tears falls down, It was him who you are talking about It was his fault why you are in this situation and it was his fault you were in pain, he walks aways from the room and cried outside. This is painful really painful it breaks his heart. He wonder why does he ever had hard time voicing out his feelings telling you he loved you, if he could have done that from the beginning you could have been still smiling at him. After you calmed down and sleeping peacefully, Kagayema already left your room, leaving him and you only on the room.

"I am so sorry if I brought you this situation" he whispered
"I am so sorry I let my pride take over my feelings for you, I am so sorry for hurting your this way" He left a box beside your bed and left the room, He finally realized to make your happy he need to let you go.

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The next day and the next more days he didn't come and visited you, he left everything to Kageyama this may sound that he is a coward but actually this is the bravest thing he can do for now, he need to let go he need to stop hurting you and thats is letting you go and moving forward to his own life.

He was staring at the blue sky listening to your favorite songs, he wonder why he never really let you had your way with you? you are the most important person to him but he let you slipped away. He was thinking what could have happened if he didn't let jealousy take over his heart will it be a bit more happier for the both of you? It had been two months and he still didn't visit you, he was trying to accept this is for the best. He was grasping the grass beside him, and suddenly something was stuck with his fingers. he turn to look at him and he was shocked to see what is it.

he remembers past memories ( Flash Back)

" Kei look at this" you smiled at him as you show the 4 leaf clover to him, showing this in front of him

"What is that, what's so special with that" he asked you, trying to ignore you in some way

you pout and smiles again "This is a 4 leaf clover there are not many 4 leaf clover, so they say when you found one , you can make a wish and it will come true" you smiled widely at him again

"So what did you wish?, to grow tall? how about to beat my test scores? oh I know to be more prettier" he asked teasing you, as he ignores your face

"I actually wish that the two of us can be together forever" you blush smiling at him "I love you kei, forever and ever I will love you with my all" you smile at him as you blush handing him the clover

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He stood his ground decided to go to the hospital, he look around and saw the familiar name plate on the door he sigh before entering the room, It was hard for him to be here even harder to see you in this difficult stare. It was already 6pm when he decided to visit you, after two months not seeing you it was painful but he tried his best not to crumble, not when he finally had his decision made up that this will be the last time he will visit you and disappear in your life.

"Hey~!, I've missed your smile and your laugh, even though you annoy me most of the time you are the best thing that happens to me, I am so sorry for hurting you this way" He sit next to your bed " I really wanted you to be happy, I am not capable of doing so for you, I wanted you to be happy and never cry like when you were with me" he looks at your face and took a soft hold of your hand " I wanted to tell you that I love you so much and I wish you all the happiness in the world" he stop " happiness I wasn't able to give you" He tried not to cry " I am so sorry ____" he kissed your hand, when he felt your hand tightened on his hand.  He turned to look at you, he was shocked to realized that you had your eyes open staring at him. He sobs softly trying to let go of your hand. 

"___?? I am so sorry I'll go now" he respond, trying to hide the sadness of his voice

"don't go Kei" you replied, you held his hand tighter not letting go

he was shocked, this is the first time you called him ever since the accident. 

"I've missed you Kei" you smiled at him and blush a little

his face blush but still shocked, he was confused and having mixed emotions in him

" do you remember me?" he asked making it sound a little gentler for you

your hand tightened around his hand and you tried to sit. He held your hand and supported you when you tried to sit on the bed. 

" Kei Tsukishima, First year, Karasuno Blocker, 190cm height, like strawberry short cakes, an arrogant and teasing man" you smiled at him

he blushed, you remember him he was happy

"and he is my boyfriend" you smiled and hugged him, that when he started crying, tears of happiness tears of joy, pain and agony all in all together the feelings he had kept to himself for so long is now out. You made him like this you made him fragile.

"I've missed you ____~!" he cried

"I've missed you too, Kei I never doubt your love" you hold his face looking at that amazing orbs of him, crying like a kid and blushing like a strawberry you fell in love again at him over and over again. You kissed him with passion, it;s been three months since he and you did had this passionate moment and he enjoyed it so much. After that you leaned at him holding his hand and not letting to.

"I love you Kei" you smile at him

"I love you too" he kiss your head "When did you remember about me"

you looked at him " when I saw the necklace, it was lovely" you pulled the box under your pillow and showed him the box at him

"will you put this on me Kei??" you smiled and blushed at him

"of course, I will" he took the box to reveal the necklace he had hard time choosing

you pulled your hair to the side as he goes to your back placing the silver material on your neck

"It's lovely, and I love it so much" you hugged him, kissing his cheek

"Welcome home ___" he kissed the crown of your head

"I am back"and you hugged him tight

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