Sebastian Stan imagines || complete

36: insecure

Request: can I request a sebastian x reader where she distances herself when his ex comes back because she's insecure and he doesn't know why and she eventually tells him? I'd be happy if it was fluff at the end 🙃

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It was at the party when she realized that the other girl was prettier than her. It was at the party when it hit her that the other girl was Sebastian's ex. It was at the party when (y/n) knew that her and Sebastian would never be the same.

"It's been four days.. When can I see you again?" Sebastian's voice rang through the phone sitting in your hand.

"I don't know, Sebastian." You quickly answer.

She can almost see the frown on his face, and the wrinkles that formed on his forehead as she spoke the last sentence.

"Oh, okay.. I guess I'll talk to you later then? Are you sure that you're okay?"

You nod, and then realized that he couldn't see you. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just tired is all. Bye."

You hang up the phone before he can say another word.

You push yourself off of your bed, and walk over to your full body mirror in the corner of your bedroom.

Looking at yourself, you're disgusted. All you can do is compare yourself to his ex. You think that she is flawless, and you secretly wish to be like her.

Sebastian, on the other hand, is oblivious to it all. He doesn't think that you should change, you should just be yourself. But you can't think like that. You think you have to looks certain way, or act a certain way to be with someone like him.

You sign as you walk away from the mirror. You hear your phone ring, and you go over to answer it.

"Hello?" You answer, not even bothering to check who it is.

"(Y/n), party tonight, my place.." your best friend tells you. "Bring Sebastian if you want."

"Yeah, okay... I'll ask him. I'll see you tonight."

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Sebastian's hand is holding onto yours as he pulls you through the crowd to get a drink.

You don't pay attention to what he orders, because you can see her standing in the corner laughing at some guy who is beside her.

You hate everything about her. Her smile. Her hair. How thin she is. Just everything.

"Hey, you okay?" Sebastian asks you while handing you your drink.

You don't reply. Instead, you decide that it's a good idea to down your drink in two gulps.

"Calm down there.. But, seriously, are you okay?" He asks.

With tears in your eyes, you run to the door, not turning back, despite Sebastian calling your name.

You are now sitting in you car, tears streaming down your face. You feel like you can't breathe, like the world is going to cave in.

There's a tap on the passenger window.

"(Y/n), let me in, please.."

You unlock the car, and Sebastian sits down.

"Talk to me."

"I'minsecure." You say quickly.

"What?"

"I'm insecure. I hate my body, and I see your ex in the corner and I'm wondering how in the hell you like me. I just don't understand."

Sebastian laughs.

"Why the hell are you laughing?" You scream.

"Because this is crazy. You are nothing like her, and I love that. I didn't want that. She thinks she owns everything. You, on the other hand, are everything I want. I love you for you, and I don't want you to change because of my past..."

You look over at him, and he reaches up to wipe the tears from your eyes.

"I love you for you. Okay?" He says and kisses your forehead. "Don't pay attention to her. I only want you."

This was bad and I'm so sorry that it's not quite what you asked but it's what I felt??

-ry ❤️

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