Love Returned From The Ashes

Conflicted Feelings

Nerissa pov: "What the heck..." I mumbled

I looked around, and it seemed like everyone had stopped. A friend looked at me as it struggled.

"Nerissa, what is your issue?" Malpha asked

"Oh, it's you..." I sighed

"That isn't how you talk to us." Aradia stated

I don't know i can't think about it at all I feel a little bad for friend I mean Mumei-senpai may have actually promised it something it seems to really be trying to do something pretty cool but I don't know what is going to happen with everything

"What is the point of fighting when the gods seem like they don't want anything to do with this?" I said

"Malpha and I understand how you are feeling, but I think you should look up and focus on the things that aren't in front of us," Aradia said.

I really don't know about that, but at the same time, I feel like I should figure out if maybe we can compromise. Maybe Mumei-senpai needs to look at Friend differently. Maybe I can get her to like Friend, and then we can talk about other things.

What is the purpose and what is the thought behind everything that is going to happen? If I really don't think it'll work out, I can kill Friend, but if Friend can change and become good, I want that to happen.

"Rissa What are you thinking about?" Shior~rin asked

"Nothing in particular, just things, I guess," I told her.

Shior~rin nodded, but she didn't seem to understand what I was getting at; she didn't like what I was saying at this time.

I really need to figure out what I want. Do I want to kill all the gods, or do I want to do something else?

I'm conflicted because I don't know the whole story. I have to figure out what I want with this and fast because I feel like my sisters are going to want me to go home because they think I am mentally weak, and I don't want them to be right at all, so I need to figure out how to end this fast.

I began to think of the past when I battled Mumei-senpai.

Flashback

Mumei-senpai flew at me within a blink of an eye and swung her dagger. I barely managed to block it with my staff. She turned in midair, suddenly hitting me with a powerful kick to the face. As I stumbled back, she kneed me in the face.

I realized immediately that she was going easy on me. She could have easily stabbed through my neck or forehead, but she didn't.

Even though she is a Goddess she has mercy it is odd.

"Tsk..." I spat before shooting off soundwaves, each of a different octave.

Mumei-senpai dodged all of them with ease, launching past me. I didn't even see her cut me, but blood spurted out of my body all of a sudden.

"How-How are you still this strong?" I asked her

"You see, after I lost Omegaα, I realized I was weaker than before and asked myself, How do I fight? But then I realized, I should embrace a demonic side," She told me.

A demonic side. Then again, I did feel a weird aura coming from her, and her face looked like it shifted during that attack, so she is telling the truth.

"To be honest, I still don't fully understand my power since I was just a mere vessel, but now that I've begun to moom, I can't stop." She mentioned

I spun my staff around quickly and began to speak to her, saying, "Even if you use the power of the gods or a demonic power, I will not yield to you. I can't."

Mumei-senpai nodded. "You are a difficult woman," she laughed.

I didn't know what that meant-she was being offensive. I wish she wasn't so beautiful; otherwise, I would blast her head off.

"Those are some interesting thoughts you have about me," She giggled.

"Wait...you can read minds!" I yelled

"Correct, it is a power I learned a little while ago," She stated.

This isn't good. I always think about what I'm going to do as a means of attack, but if she can read my mind, then what do I do? How do I surprise her with an attack?

All of a sudden I understood that I just needed to think about how beautiful and sexy she is, and that would make it so she couldn't read me like a book!

"You realize now that won't work, right?" Mumei-senpai asked

"It's still worth a shot," I replied.

"Well, if we are going to fight, I suppose I will try out the power I absorbed from Omegaα as well." Mumei-senpai stated

"What power have you absorbed?" I said

She began to power up, and the sheer amount of energy she was secreting made me shake in my boots. She is too powerful. "Here I come," She said.

As she flew at me, she suddenly stopped, and all of a sudden, blood sprayed out of my back. "Huh," I said, confused by this pain.

Mumei-senpai slammed into me, and we both went hurdling through the area at a fast pace.

"You want freedom, so become our sister; it's not that hard. Even if we can't reduce your sentence, we will break you out. Come on, Nerissa Ravencroft, think for a fucking second!" Mumei-senpai screamed

We slammed into the ground next to Calliope-senpai and struggled there for a moment.

"Please just let me go-I need space!" I yelled

"At least consider our feelings!" She yelled again.

I blasted her upwards with another soundwave and pursued her, only to be stopped by Reine-senpai.

"We have all suffered, so please don't act like you are the only one." The peafowl said

"I want to be your sister, but at the same time, I don't think you can give me the revenge I seek." I snarled

"Revenge..." Reine-senpai sighed

"Take your anger out on me." Mumei-senpai declared

Even though I can't be mad at the two beautiful women before me, I am still mad and still want revenge, so I will take them up on this offer.

End of flashback...

I still want revenge but at the same time I should try to understand the other angle.

Friend is someone that has am opinion and I need to look into it.