Love Returned From The Ashes

Family Issues

Nerissa pov: "Shior~rin, where are you going!?" I yelled

"I'm going to watch you fight; no talk until then," she said.

I sighed and turned to the others. Biboo began to walk away. "Hold on, don't go!" I yelled

"Moco-chan, I'll go get Biboo!" Fuwawa said

Mococo looked at her sister, not wanting her to go, but she did anyway, and then we stood there silently.

"Uhm... Nerissa, do you love your sisters?" Mococo asked suddenly.

"Well, I do love my sisters; it's just that I am jealous of them. Sometimes they are better than me, and it is rough on me. I don't want to be left behind, but I know that I will be." I claimed

"Oh..." she said.

"What a weird thing to ask; it's not as if I'm sitting here asking you if you hate Fuwawa." I said

"I don't hate Fuwawa, but she frustrates me sometimes because she's the older sister, so she thinks she has to protect me all the time I can fight; she can't keep defending me," Mococo said.

I didn't realize we were so similar.

"Come on, why are you so fixated on me being your sister?" I asked her.
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"Because we all have something in common, we suffered due to things that happened in our lives, but together we can make things better, and we can be happy. Nerissa I know you care about me-I know you will agree, so please just hear me out and let's leave together!"

"Mumei-senpai, your words have meaning, but betrayal is on the horizon." I replied

Mumei-senpai glared at me and squeezed her dagger tighter than before as she flew up. "I guess fighting is the only option." She stated

"Yes, it is," I claimed.

What the hell...

Why am I thinking about this...

Mococo is worried about things..

I spaced out, and Mococo tapped me on the shoulder. "Nerissa?" She questioned

"Sorry, are you worried about me?" I asked

"I am but... please don't worry about me and Fuwawa!" She said

"Oh..." I muttered

Aradia walked up to me and placed her hand on my shoulder

"You're still here?" I questioned

"Yeah, you okay?" Malpha said as she came in and squated in front of me

"I-"

My first older sister and also the middle child Aradia, she is the only other sibling of mine who is also demon of sound. She and I aren't similar at all; she is shorter than me, but she is well endowed. I don't want to see her

"Why do I insult my family and friends!?" I asked

Aradia and Malpha looked at me and furrowed their brows

"Huh?" Aradia questioned

"Aradia... I made myself think I didn't like you" I said

Only her? Echoed in my head

I don't feel like it. Malpha is a priestess of light or whatever, so we are nothing alike. My little brother isn't into what I do much either, and my mom and dad don't know how they feel about me.

"Malpha I also thought we weren't alike at all..." i said

"Nerissa... we aren't very similar but we are sisters we have some personality traits to share but we are unique people" She said to me

"Yeah, but still I feel like I've been a fucking asshole!" I yelled

"Yes you are because you are lying to yourself you keep telling yourself that you don't want to feel a particular way when you should be thinking about things however you want to do so!" Aradia yelled

Aradia had a point feel how I want to feel don't let others tell me how to feel love who I want to love never feel how someone else wants me to feel

"Wait- I have to do something is Mumei-senpai here still!?" I asked

"Yeah she's talking to her sisters" Shior~rin said to me

"I'll be right back!" I said

Aradia and Malpha followed me but that is fine they get to see me grow they get to see me admit something I have been struggling with my whole life to say

"Mumei!!!" I yelled out

"Huh?" The owl said

"Kiara!" I screamed

The phenoix girl looked at me "yeah?" She questioned

"Reine!" I called out

"What?" The peafowl wondered

"Lui!" I loudly said

"Present?" The hawk said confused by me

"Subaru!" I shouted

"Yes?" The duck asked

I took a bow and bit my lip before taking a really deep breath "Thank you!" I yelled

"For what?" Mumei-senpai asked

"Thank you for also being my sisters I appreciate you for everything you have done for all your pain you have done through for me I am thankful for you!" I cried

"Nerissa... you really are something else" Kiara laughed

"I'm not going to invalidate anyones feelings nor am I going to run away from my real family I want you you know that I want to be your sister and my actual families sister!" I yelled

"Nerissa that's what it's about" Mumei said

I smirked knowing my family will keep getting bigger

At this point, I know that I have to do something about my thoughts. I think I am invalidating myself still out of weakness and fear.

"Can I rub your tummy?" She asked me

"Can I rub your tummy?" I asked her.

She glared at me and tilted her head to the side. "No." She said.

She was upset about that, but I decided to just let her rub my stomach, and if I am lucky, I'll get to touch her stomach, and I'll give her the best tummy rubs.

Fuwawa came back watching Mococo rub my stomach. Her expression was twisted. She was mad at me about something, but I don't know why she was so mad or what I did to make her so mad.

"Waif Fuwawa, I can explain!" Mococo yelled

Fuwawa didn't say anything and went back over to Biboo, and then I realized that I ended up touching Mococo's belly involuntarily.

I have to talk to Fuwawa...