JI shouldn't be surprised by Lisa's words, but I was.She wanted to fuck me in front of Taehyung.And I was absolutely going to let her.Lisa's hand wrapped around my throat, her other arm around my stomach as she held me in front of Taehyung. It was like I was a prize, and I didn't care that she was treating me like that."We're gonna have to keep him gagged," she whispered in my ear. "Don't want him to be able to say anything while she watches me claim you.""Lisa," I whispered."That's right," she cooed. "My name on those lips while I fuck you.""Only yours," I breathed.My chest heaved. I was panting, struggling to breathe. It was warm in the shed, no air conditioning. There were no comforts for prisoners.The hand on my stomach pulled my t-shirt up slowly, revealing my skin inch by inch. I'm surprised Taehyung wasn't closing his eyes. I stared right back at him.Lisa and I had some sex others would define as fucked up...the knife..the cutting. But this, this was the farthest we'd ever gone into deranged. The t-shirt was ripped over my head, leaving me standing in just a bra and jeans. She pulled my bra down, revealing my chest."See these," Lisa asked, using both hands to cup them. She squeezed my nipples. "Oh, right," she said. "You can't answer." Taehyung struggled in his restraints. "These are mine. They have always been fucking mine."Lisa tugged on my nipples and I moaned out loud.Was I making it extra theatrical for Taehyung's benefit? Maybe. It was worth it though."Be a good girl for me, and get on your knees."I did. Without hesitation. It didn't matter that the floor was filthy or that the wood would hurt my knees."See what a good girl she is for me?" Lisa asked. The question wasn't rhetorical, but there was no way Taehyung could answer.Reaching my hands up, I undid Lisa's belt, only loosening it and letting her pants fall to the ground. Her cock was hard, forcing a tent in her boxers. I looked up at her as I pulled them down, letting her cock spring free.I tugged one, long and slow over the length of her before kissing the tip."She ever give your dick that treatment?" she asked. "Nah, of course not. You're lucky she didn't bite it off."While she was speaking to Taehyung, I wrapped my lips around her and started sucking, bobbing up and down, using my tongue, scraping with my teeth, and doing all the things I knew drove her crazy.Her hand gathered my hair, pulling it out of my face. "Got to make sure he's got an unobstructed view of how good that mouth is."YOU'LL ALSO LIKENo stories available.I moaned around her cock, and she moaned too."Gotta show him how rough you like it. He never fucked you right, did he, babe? Never made you come."I shook my head with her cock on my mouth. Taehyung was unhappy with that answer, his prowess being questioned. It was true though. He was never good in bed, even when I tried pretending he was Lisa."Look at that pretty little throat bulge with my cock in it," she said, voice filled with awe. "You see that, Taehyung? She's not even gagging."Lisa got rougher with me, and I moaned. My hips rocked, needing some stimulation."That little clit swollen for me?" she asked."Yes," I replied."Hear that?" she asked. "She's so desperate for my cock. You never got that, did you? Because she's always fucking been mine."Lisa growled the words and they made my entire body tingle from head to toe."Good girl," she praised. "Keep sucking my cock just like that."I reached around her, grabbing her ass and squeezing, digging my nails in, forcing more of her in my mouth. Spit poured out of my mouth, and the sound of my wet throat echoed around the room.I stared up at the love of my life, telling her with my eyes how much I loved her, how much I needed this. This was washing way every single time Taehyung touched me, every time he raped me, every time he gave me an STD, every single time he beat me.My soul was being cleansed."Love this fucking mouth," she groaned.I whined when she pulled out of my mouth, chasing her cock. "See how much she wants it?" she asked Taehyung.Taehyung struggled some more in his restraints, and it made Lisa grin. I'd give anything to see inside her head right now. Exactly what she was thinking.Lisa pulled me to my feet, draping her hand around the nape of my neck and dragging me to her, crashing her lips to mine. Her kiss was dominating, fierce, all-consuming. I couldn't breathe, couldn't think of anything, not even my own name.Taehyung ceased to exist. The only thing there was, was Lisa.Her kiss.Her touch.Her love.I moaned into the kiss, pushing my body against her. I needed to feel all of her. I breathed heavily, moaning into the kiss. Her tongue worked me into a frenzy, imagining it all over my clit and nipples, the most sensitive areas of my body while I writhed for her."You gonna cut me in front of him?" I asked, barely moving my lips against her."That what you want?" she replied with her own question. Her hand pushed between my legs, grabbing my inner thigh where her initials were scared into my skin. "You want him to see how crazy you go when I run a blade over you, how prettily you bleed for me.""Fuck," I moaned."You've got time to decide," she said, releasing my thigh. "Take off the rest of your clothes."She stepped back, going to stand next to Taehyung. I didn't care about undressing in front of my soon-to-be-dead husband. He'd seen it before. I was doing this for Lisa.I kept my eyes locked on my love while I undid my bra, letting it fall to the ground.Then I undid my pants, pushing them and my underwear down, kicking them and my shoes off, wasting no time. There was no point in dragging it out. I wanted to be naked, and I wanted Lisa inside me."Sit," she commanded me next.There was a chair behind me.I sat and waited for the next command. "Spread your legs."With my eyes locked on her, I lifted my legs, pushing my heels into the chair, letting my knees fall open."See all that?" she asked, slapping Taehyung on the head. "For me. So fucking wet just from sucking my cock. "Go ahead and rub that little clit for me," she said to me. "Show him how hard you can come just from thinking about me.""Lisa," I whimpered. I ran two fingers up my pussy, circling my entrance, gathering all the wetness and circling my clit with it. "Oh god," I whined.This was the most intense experience of my life, letting the man I loved command me while I touched myself, and my ex was tied up, forced to watch me pleasure myself in a way he never could."Slip them inside," she ordered me. "Don't make yourself come. You come on my tongue, fingers, and cock."I whined in protest, but I would do what she said."Keep going."I closed my eyes. It was the only thing I could do to make sure I didn't come, and it was still a struggle."Look at her," Lisa said, voice filled with awe. "Better take it all in, because you've never seen it before, and you'll never see it again. Truly, I'm giving you a gift. This is the last thing you're going to see before we kill you."My eyes flew open in time to see Taehyung struggling again. It was futile"Spread your legs further, babe," Lisa said. "Show him that inner thigh." I did as she said, positioning my leg so her initials were visible. "Do you see that?" Taehyung didn't reply. "Probably too far away. Come here, babe."I stood on shaky legs and walked towards her. Lisa grabbed my hand and brought it to her mouth, licking them clean, tasting me on my fingers. She moaned dramatically as I pulled them away with a pop. Lisa grabbed behind my knee and lifted my leg."You don't mind that he can see your pussy up close, do you?" Lisa asked."No," I whispered."And why is that?' she asked."Because it's yours."She grinned at me and pulled my leg even higher. "Go ahead, and have a look. See that? Those are my initials. Right where you cut them off the first time. You tried to erase me. But it was always me."Lisa set my leg down and dragged me backward. We were both naked."Unfortunately there's only one position for me to fuck you in and give him a good view. So regrettable." Lisa truly sounded distressed about the situation. "So, this will have to do."She dragged me back to the chair and sat in it. Once she was settled, She kicked my legs apart and pulled me down, my legs on the outside of her.After a moment of adjusting, she was inside me. I moaned as she pushed inside me. She felt so good."See that?" Lisa asked. "You never filled her like this. Did he, babe?""Never," I moaned.One of her hands went to my chest, cupping it while the other pushed against my lower stomach, letting me feel even more of her as she bounced me on top of her. The boob she wasn't holding bounced wildly as she fucked me. My entire body ached with the need to come.I expected Taehyung to be looking away or to at least have his eyes closed. He didn't though. He struggled against the restraints, mouth moving behind the duct tape. I didn't care if it fell off. He could say whatever he wanted and it wouldn't change the pleasure of this moment.Taehyung's eyes widened and I was confused for a minute until I felt the familiar cold steel of the blade against my stomach."Lisa," I moaned. It turned to a hiss when I felt the familiar sting, the burn blurring with the pleasure as drops of my blood ran down my stomach."She loves it," Lisa says, taunting Taehyung some more. "See now why you could never satisfy her.""More," I begged. "I need more."Lisa made another small cut against my skin, barely breaking the surface. I looked down and saw the blood rolling down my stomach. It made me moan."Such a good girl taking my cock and bleeding for me," Lisa whispered as she praised me. "I can feel how hard you're squeezing me. You gonna come for me?""Yes!""Come."I feel the handle end of the blade on my clit, pushing roughly and making me lose my mind, as I came, crying out loudly. Taehyung wasn't the only one who was getting a show; whoever was guarding the door could hear us too. I didn't care. They had all seen her claim me anyway."She ever come like that for you?" Lisa didn't even give Taehyung time to make a noise of disgruntlement before she spoke again, "Of course not. She only comes like that for me."Lisa made one more cut on my body, this time on my leg. The blade dropped to the ground and she grabbed my hips, holding me down while she slammed into me over and over again."So pretty when you're getting fucked."I moaned for Lisa on a continuous loop, letting the pleasure take over my body."Fitting he's gonna watch you come on my cock while I fill you with my cum."Her words made me tremble."Gonna fuck a baby into you while he watches. Stake my final claim. Take the only part of you I haven't had yet. Raise our kid with our other kids."That was the phrase that made Taehyung lose his mind, struggle the hardest he had against his restraints."He'd never be free from them though."Lisa's fingers stroked my clit, her cock hitting my G-spot over and over again as she pounded into me.I came, crying out for her while she finished too, pumping into me a few more times as I felt her cum shoot inside me."Fuck that was amazing," I moaned."It always is. Gonna fuck you again next to his dead body too," Lisa said.And just like that, her cock was hard again and she was sliding into me slowly, giving Taehyung another show before he died.LI fucked her for hours in front of Taehyung. I cut her. Made her bleed for me.It was the most beautiful time we'd ever had.Now there was an entirely different form of fun on the menu.There would be blood, but this time it wouldn't be hers. It would be his, and he'd be dead by my feet by the time I finished with him. Or by the time she did."Did you enjoy the show?" I asked him.Jennie was still naked, panting for breath. I didn't care that she was on display for him. She was mine. I proved that over and over to him. He could look, but she was mine, and he'd never fucking have her again.He wouldn't be breathing for much longer anyway."You good, babe?" I asked Jennie."So good," she whispered. I could barely understand her. Her voice was hoarse from the screaming she did while she came for me. She moved. It was slow, but she gathered her clothes and tugged them back on."Do you want me to pull his gag out so you can hear anything he has to say?""Absolutely the fuck not," she said. The way she said it had me chuckling. "It doesn't matter. I'm not interested.""How do you want to do it?" I asked. I stepped closer to her again. I couldn't keep my hands off her. Cupping her face, I rubbed her cheeks with my thumbs. "Do you want to watch or do you want to leave and have me tell you when it's over?""You thought I wasn't serious when I said I wanted to be the one to kill him?" she asked. It was almost a pout. She leaned into the deranged side of her, the one she kept hidden because it didn't suit her. She let it out when she bled for me. Not this time though. This is when it's going to come out.And it was beautiful."You want to do the honors?" I asked, giving her a smile. She licked her lips, like she was hungry for it."Yes."I watched as she finished dressing, and then she reached into my pocket, pulling out the knife. Not the one I used on her. The one I used on my enemies."Mind if I borrow this?" she asked sweetly."Be my guest," I told her.I sat in the chair she just vacated and watched her. I'd come so many times, but still watching her like this had me hard for her again."Don't worry," she whispered, leaning in. "I'm going to take my time."Taehyung struggled in his restraints, kicking, trying to get away. He knew it was futile. But no one went down without a fight. Even the bravest soldiers panicked when their time came. No one was sure what came after this life, no matter what religion they claimed. We couldn't know for sure.YOU'LL ALSO LIKENo stories available.I'd seen enough men die in my life to know the fear they felt. Felt it myself during a few close calls.Jennie walked behind him, dragging the knife edge against his skin, making a circle around his neck with it. It was so light, she didn't even draw blood. But he could feel it. I didn't understand why he looked relieved when she pulled it away. She was like an Orca, tossing a seal in the air before finally going in for the kill. It wasn't for hunt or sport at that point, purely for torment and fun."Enjoying yourself?" I asked, teasing her a little."Yes," she said back just as playfully. "Enjoying the show?""Oh, I am."She blew me a kiss and turned her attention back to Taehyung."There's so much I could say to you," she tutted. "About how you assaulted me over and over. Stole my life from me when it's only ever belonged to Lisa. How you beat me and broke me. But I'm not going to waste my breath. You're not worth the time and the air in my lungs to remind you why I'm doing this to you."She cut across his cheek, drawing the first line of blood. He hissed, head falling back. He only made the cut longer, extending his pain.I always loved watching her. She could be doing the most mundane thing, and I'd still enjoy watching her. But this, seeing her finally give in to the darkness, getting her revenge on the man who'd held her captive, stolen years of her life from her...from me, mad her even more beautiful.The only thing she got out of him were her kids.But they weren't his. He was an anonymous sperm donor as far as I was concerned. They're mine. She was mine, and I'd always keep them safe."You still good?" I asked her. She'd never done anything like this before, and I wanted to make sure she didn't lose control or her sense of self."Yup," she said.I watched as she used the knife to cut his pants open, leaving his boxers exposed. Instinctively, I covered my own junk. What she was about to do to him was probably the worst thing that could happen to a man.And he deserved every ounce of pain it inflicted on him.Once he figured out what she was going to do, he struggled more against his restraints."Quit fucking squirming," she demanded. "I'm planning on being nice and taking it all in one go, but if you don't cooperate I'll make it worst and take it off inch by inch, ball for fucking ball."Jesus...hearing her say that should do the things it does to me. Something about the power pouring out of her had me drunk on her."Maybe I should do that anyway actually." She stood and stepped back, head tilted to the side and a hip cocked out, contemplating. "What I should really do is take a piece off for every time you raped me. For every time you hit me. For every fucking time you gave me an STD." She paused. I wasn't sure if she was struggling to keep it together or if it was for dramatic effect. I leaned forward, ready to catch her if she fell. "Too bad there's not enough inches for me to do that."I laughed.I couldn't help it.She turned at me, a smirk on her face."What?" she asked, voice feigning innocence. "It's true.""I'm sure it is, babe.""Well," she tutted. "This has been fun, but I'm tired of the sound of you breathing."I watched as she cut his boxers open. I cringed when she cut off the head of his dick.Part of me wanted to look away. I couldn't though. I had to see this through. His cry was so loud, even with the gag on I was sure the entire clubhouse could hear it. Everyone knew what was going on."Did that hurt?" she asked.It looked like he tried to spit at her. He was past the point of caring, even though he likely hadn't accepted his fate yet. Maybe he expected all of his men to come rushing in to try to save him. There was no one loyal to him left. Tex made sure of that. He was sitting pretty as the president of the club. Anyone who didn't bend the knee to him had a bullet between their eyes.Coups happened all the fucking time in our world.She cut off another inch of him.She didn't have much left to take off."Let's do one of these now," she said.I had to look away as she sliced out one of his nuts.She looked completely unhinged. It smelled like Taehyung shit himself, which I wouldn't blame him for. The man lost a nut and half his dick already. I'd be shitting myself too.Blood pooled on the floor. She was covered in it, but that wasn't stopping her."I think I'll get this over with now," she said. That was the only warning she gave him before she cut off the rest of his cock. She didn't even stop to pause, let him cry or breathe before she cut off his other ball.He was completely castrated, the pieces of him covering the floor."I should let you suffer," she muttered more to herself than to anyone else. "I have no idea how long it will take you to bleed out like this, and frankly, I can't stand to be around you for a second longer." She stood, towering over him.She looked mystical, like a goddess. Maybe in that moment she was closer to a demon escaped from the depths of hell, but she was mine, and it was so fucking beautiful to watch her take back everything he took from her. As soon as he stopped breathing, she'd be cleaned. A soul deep cleanse where he could never touch her or have influence over her again."Goodbye Taehyung."She shoved the knife straight through his chest and into his heart. She wasn't afraid to look him in the eyes as she did, making sure she kept staring as she twisted the knife in his chest before finally pulling it free.It dropped to the floor in the pile of blood and flesh, a soft thud as the handle hit the wood paneled floor.When she stepped back, I didn't move. She stared at his body still. It looked like she needed to make sure he was truly dead. There was no question about it. He was gone. She sent him straight to hell where he belonged.Finally, she turned to look at me. Her face was emotionless. I didn't move. I didn't want to startle her. Slowly she walked toward me until she fell into my lap. My arms wrapped around her out of instinct, holding her tightly.She didn't cry. I expected her to, but no tears fell. No sound left her. She just rested her head in the crook of my neck, arms wrapped around me, breathing in and out steadily. I didn't know how long she wanted to sit here in front of his body, but I wasn't going to move until she said she was ready to."I'm not sure what I'm feeling," she whispered."That's okay," I told her. "You don't need to know right now.""I want to see the kids.""Okay." I scooped her up as I stood, keeping her cradled in my arms. "You need to clean up first."Without a second glance back at his body, I carried her out of the shed. Wonwoo and Joshua stood there, likely sent by Seokmin for cleanup duty."Thanks," I said, nodding at them.Money stood at the back entrance to the clubhouse. "Can you go make sure none of the kids are out? We gotta get upstairs without being seen." I didn't need to tell him why. Because she was leaning against me, we were both covered in blood."Sure thing." He took off quickly, opening the door and letting it slam closed as he walked inside."Tired?" I asked her."Yeah," she replied. "I had no idea how exhausting that would be.""It's not just killing him," I said, shifting her weight in my arms a little. "Your body finally knows it's safe. After years. That's going to make you tired for a long time.""I don't have time to be tired," she said. "I've got two kids.""And me," I reminded her. "You've got me to help you take care of our children."She wasn't used to that still. She only knew carrying the entire load by herself. She'd never know that again."All clear," Money said when he reappeared."Thanks."All eyes were on us as I carried her through the bar area. She wasn't the first of the women in this room to kill an abuser. Hopefully she'd be the last.No one said a word as we walked through.Jennie didn't seem to mind the staring. Maybe she didn't notice it.Once we made it to our room, I carried her right into the shower. I didn't set her down first, didn't turn the water on to let it warm. I turned it on once we were inside with her still in my arms. She took the brunt of the first cold spray or water, but it warmed quickly.I held her until she let go of me, not wanting to be away from her. She was handling her actions better than I thought she would. I needed to stop underestimating her.Wordlessly, I stripped her clothes off her. The water running into the drain was red, slowly fading to pink the longer we stayed under the spray."Thank you," she whispered as I poured her shampoo in my hands and lathered them before pushing my fingers into the strands of her black hair."For what?" I asked."Loving me. Never giving up on me. Even after all the years we spent apart, you never gave up on me.""It's always been you, Jennie," I told her."It's only ever been you," she told me."I know, babe."We stood under the spray until it turned cold.The battles still weren't over.We still had her father to reckon with.JI tried keeping myself distracted, but it was difficult. Lisa was out with Joshua, Wonwoo, and Nickhun.They were hunting my father. They had a few leads to track down, and I knew I wouldn't hear anything until they showed back up with my father in tow. That didn't help my anxiety. Thankfully the girls were trying to distract me.It was hard to believe it was only a week ago that I killed Taehyung. It felt like my entire life had been leading to that one moment, and now that it passed, I didn't know what to do with myself.The PTSD still lived inside me. Whenever a door slammed too hard, or someone yelled, my body automatically tensed. The only time I felt truly safe, even in the clubhouse surrounded by brothers and my friends in the other old ladies, was when Lisa was next to me. She couldn't be there all the time though.I knew it would get better. It would take years to properly heal after what Taehyung put me through for the years of our "marriage". There was no death record for him. His body would never be found. No way in hell I reported him missing either, so that meant I could never marry Lisa.That was what I thought anyway, but Jack was on it. He was making it look like my marriage never existed, getting rid of all electronic traces of the paperwork. That meant when Lisa and I decided to get a marriage license, we could.I had no idea when she was going to propose, but something told me it was going to be sooner rather than later. It didn't matter. In my heart, I always belonged to her, even when I was legally bound to Taehyung. No piece of paper is going to change anything. But I know Lisa, and I know she's going to want to bind herself to me in every possible way.I got my period, so I wasn't pregnant. But we were going to keep trying. she loved Holden and Olive like they were her flesh and blood too, but I wanted to give her a child who was biologically her. Maybe it was dumb or childish, but I didn't want there to be any part of me Taehyung had that Lisa didn't, and the one thing Taehyung still had was paternity of my children."I don't know how you can be so calm when they're out on a mission," I said to Tiffany, who sat beside me.She shrugged a little. "I worry," she said in her Mexican accent. "It's natural to, but I know he's safe. All the men here have a lot to stay alive for, a lot to come home to.""I know." What I didn't tell her was that I also knew just because you had something to fight for didn't mean you always made it home alive. If that were the case, there wouldn't be any memorial tattoos on the brothers.The kids were running around, yelling and screaming. Holden and Olive seemed to have found a rhythm. They hardly ever cried anymore. It was like their little hearts knew they were safe, loved, and protected here.Time dragged on. Lisa had only been gone a few hours. They had multiple leads to follow. It seemed no one had seen my dad since a few days after I ran from Taehyung. Jack found a few images of him when he hacked into surveillance cameras, but there didn't appear to be a pattern.The moment Taehyung died, I thought it was all over. I wanted it to be. That blissfully ignorant moment was fleeting as I remembered we had my father to deal with too. He was the one who gave me to Taehyung. I hadn't seen him in years, and I didn't care. He would never show back up in my life, but Lisa wouldn't let it go, and I couldn't blame her for that. She wanted him to pay, blamed him for the abuse Taehyung put me through.One more death and it would all be over.Another hour passed before one of the prospects came in, announcing they were back. I rushed out of my seat and raced out the door. The van came to a stop just as I crossed the threshold.Lisa climbed out of the passenger seat and walked straight towards me, wrapping her arms around my lower back and lifting me off the ground in a tight hug."Are you okay?" I asked."I'm perfect, babe," she said into my neck.When she pulled away and set me back on my feet, she cupped my face."He's dead.""What?" I asked. That wasn't the plan."When we got to the trailer he'd been renting, there was no answer. We'd already been to the hotels he was spotted at. He didn't answer the door, so we went in.""Did Taehyung?" I asked, letting my sentence trail off."I don't think so, no. Looked like he'd been dead a long time," she replied."So, it's over?" I asked."Yeah, it is. You're safe."She hugged me again and I let myself collapse against her. It was like everything I'd been holding onto from the moment I ran left my body, leaving me dazed and weak."I got you," she whispered, holding me up.I felt people moving around us. We were blocking the entrance but she was in no hurry to move me."Thank you," I breathed in her ear."Nothing to thank me for, babe," she said as we finally broke apart. "You, Holden, and Olive are my whole world. I'd kill for you over and over again. I'm just sorry I didn't get the chance to end your father." She growled the last part angrily, a scowl forming on her beautiful face."It doesn't matter. He's dead. He can never hurt me again. I'm safe. The kids are safe. We're together. We're finally together."Her hands cupped my face, cradling me gently. She held me like I was fragile, like she was afraid she'd hurt me. I smiled up at her. Her touch told me everything I needed to know. She didn't just love me, she cherished me."I'm never letting you go," she said."I won't let you."She kissed me quickly and then took my hand, walking us into the clubhouse. As soon as Holden and Olive saw us, they came running. She swept Olive right up into her arms, cradling her while her other arm went around me. Holden took my hand and squeezed it.We walked to one of the empty booths and sat down...as a family.That was what we were. This was our home.Lisa had plans for us. She'd been talking about a house. All of it. Marriage. More kids. All those things were finally within reach. None of it happened tomorrow. For now, I was content knowing we had our whole future ahead of us. And a family like I'd never had surrounding us for when times got hard.I was right where I always should have been.With the one I should have always been with.The one I'd always belonged to.And nothing felt better than that.THE END . . .
