Give Up ~Jun (Seventeen)~

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Yen's POV.

I waited for years...
I have been here for years...
I tried to convince myself for years...
Nothing worked...

Its been years since then...
Its been really hard since then...
Its hard but I always hide again and again...
Nothing works...

I have been given false hope by this life
I don't get it...
Why is there hope to give when it all goes to vain?
You come and you go as you please
And now I'm not surprised by your small leave...

You came again and I was delusional and even thought u would stay
But here you are slowing walking away
I knew it would happen but I cry every time.

When we first met, I felt like it couldn't be true
Cause the more I talked to you, the more I fell
I know it wasn't love at first sight, but you're the first love I shouldn't have fallen because of ur light

It felt like love but what can I say?
I'm too young to know what true love is anyways

Too young to know the butterflies you gave me
Too young to know that I smile every time I hear your name
Too young to think that it could be real this time
Because that's not first love

Its not first love if you're willing to give up your life
Its not first love if I think of you all night
Its not first love if to know if ur alright
Its not first like if its just one side....

That's right...
One-sided first love...
Was all that it was...

Ugh, I can't think of anymore to write! Why can't I ever finish this! *looks out the window* Looks like almost time to open up *looks at watch* Just on time. That group of boys that always wait until I open up this café. They always come 20 minutes early though. I'm so happy that its a Saturday, no school, no drama, and no... Getting hurt... Well, I gotta pack up my stuff cause its time to open up.

*grabs the keys* *unlocks the doors*

"Just on time, Yen."

As always... Typical saying from Jeonghan...

"Guys, let's go sit over there."

"We know hyung. We sit there everyday."

Haha they do... The same big booth around the the front tinted glass in the corner.

"Yen?"

Oh, that's my boss.

"Yes?"

"Why are you working today? I told you that you're suppose to be taking a break."

"Oriboni, I said I will help every Saturday, and come in everyday to visit. I promised you that. Now don't worry"

*smiles* she's like my grandma... If I knew what it was like... I wonder if Umma is okay in the states with her family. I hope she is. I heard that I will have another step-brother.

"Yen, go get those orders in child."

Ah!

"Omo! Mianhae. I'll do that now."

-Jun's POV.-

I love it here. Jeonghan hyung found it. Its a great place. Its camera, paparazzi, and people free. Its only for celebrities. The workers here are also nice. Jeonghan knows Yen because she lives next door. Jeonghan told me that she lives by herself cause her dad died and her mom lives in the states with her family. I don't know why she didn't move with her mom... I thought she would... That all the reason...

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