Katsuki feels his soul leave his body for a moment.
"H-hey."
Izuku looks away from the photo to look at Katsuki.
"Yes?"
Katsuki tries to grab onto a sentence, something to say. Izuku watches with patient eyes, the amusement hiding underneath.
"Ah..."
Katsuki stops, gripping onto the photo.
He can't say it.
He can't fucking say it.
What will Izuku say if he does?
What will happen if he asks it?
He can't.
He won't.
He can't risk it.
But after today shouldn't it be obvious?
What should be obvious?
What the hell is he even thinking?
what is he doing?
Izuku is looking at him.
Hes waiting for him to say something.
Oh god.
What now?
Well think of something
Anything
Come on
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"Can we watch that superhero show when we get back?"
God damnit.
Izuku's face falters for a second and then he's smiling.
"Of course. Do you remember where we left off?"
Katsuki hums, putting his hands in his pockets, careful with the photo.
"Something with All Might fighting those villains with the shit ton of quirks, right?"
Izuku nods quickly.
"Yeah! You remember what happened with the MC and the other kid right? Seriously those two need to get it together before they can go off fighting villains---"
Izuku is off on another superhero rant, thankfully that other moment is forgotten.
"Did you really fucking think Id say yes dumbass?"
Katsuki jumps and looks at Izuku, eyes wide. The freckled boy stops and looks at him with concern.
"You ok Katsuki?"
He takes a couple of deep breaths and shrugs.
"Duh nerd, keep going i was listening."
Of course that was in his head. Hes fucking tripping. Izuku wasn't saying anything like that. Maybe he's just tired or something. It's been a long day. He just needs some sleep. He'll take a nap in the car on the way back.
Once they get to it, the cold night air greets them. Katsuki shivers and gets inside, putting on his seat belt and hugging the stuffed lion close.
He just needs some sleep.
Izuku gets in the driver's seat and starts the car, deep in his own thoughts. He replays the events of the day over and over again in his head.
Date night at the zoo!
He doesn't notice his hands gripping the steering wheel as he pulls out of the parking lot and on to the dark road. His hand had moved before his brain could catch up and he picked that one.
Was it a bad move?
It wasn't like they hadn't been doing stuff like that before, though they don't really talk about it...
Sure, he likes the idea of having Katsuki around all the time...
He likes when he smiles and does cute stuff...
He likes it when he laughs...
How he's passionate about the things he likes...
How he's honest and loyal....
Trees and houses pass by quickly as Izuku speeds up.
He likes when they are close together...
And sometimes he thinks about things he knows he shouldn't....
Hes even considered Katsuki to be his best friend!
But
He hits a red light and stops smoothly, tapping his fingers impatiently as he waits for it to turn green.
Maybe thinking about kissing your friend isn't normal.
Fuck.
He is totally fucking gay for Katsuki Bakugo.
What is he supposed to do?
The light turns green, and he speeds through the road again.
He needs someone to talk to about this. He can't talk to Katsuki. No no definitely not.
So that leaves the last option.
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RomanceMy name is Katsuki Bakugou. I'm in love with a boy. Hes popular, smart, kind, and sweet. He is absolutely perfect. But the problem is, I'm a boy. I want nothing more than to go up to him and tell him how i feel. I see him every day and he seems to n...
