Harry Imagines

Request for Makayla

Why do they hate me? After i started to date Harry i started getting hate, hate and more hate! i'm sick and tired of all of this, i don't think i can take it anymore. I love Harry with all my heart and would do anything for him, but I've had enough and i think its time for me to leave. I wipe my tears and close the laptop leaving for the bathroom. I look in the mirror and see all the names they call me, some to harsh for me to repeat. I open the drawer and take out some pills i have no idea what they do. I then take out a sheet of paper and pencil to write my note. 

Dear Harry,

I'm sorry. I know i have been acting weird lately and its mostly because there is something i have been hiding from you. Remember when you found my cuts and helped me to stop? i haven't cut for almost 4 months now. Well i started cutting again. I'm sorry. The hate got worse and i couldn't hold back. I'm sorry. i love you and always will, please remember that. And don't blame yourself for this. none of it is your fault, i don't want you to be sad and lonely, i want you to move one without me and to find a new love. I will always be watching you and loving you. Caring for you and now I'm in a better place, no one will hurt me anymore and one day we will be reunited. Just please don't forget me. 

Love, Makayla

I wiped my tears and put the paper in an envelope. I placed it on the bed that was neatly made and then took the stuff teddy harry bought me on our first day. I then walked over to the sink and opened the pills. Before swallowing them i took my phone and texted every contact saying "i love you". i closed my phone and took the pills. Swallowing all of them. I hugged the bear and closed my eyes letting darkness take me as one last tear escaped.

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Hey guys! so i'm Enas one of the co owners and this is my first post! i'll get better on my writing so keep sending in requests! thanks xxx