Harry Imagines

Louis' 21st party disaster

Yes today was Louis' 21st birthday which meant it was also Christmas Eve. I had just finished getting ready and was about to go down stairs to Harry. He had come over earlier to help me a bit. Me and Harry have been friends for years now, ever since primary school. That kind of changed when he auditioned in the X factor and got so far in his group but when he moved down to London so did I. And now we live quite close to each other and I still see him quite a lot , well except if he is on tour. I reached the bottom of the stairs and grabbed my bag. By the looks of things Harry was already waiting in the car. I ran to his car closing the door behind me and hopped into his car.

"Sorry babe I was just defrosting the car. It looks like it was the right thing to do seeing you took so long" he jokes.

I playfully smack his arm and command him to get going.

It wasn't long till we got to the club. As soon as we got in we spotted Louis. I mean he wasn't exactly hard to miss with his giant happy birthday hat on. I put his present on the table and then Eleanor dragged me over to the bar. We ordered a few drinks. Eleanor was telling me something but my focus kept on Harry. He was getting very close with some slut on the dance floor.

"Y/n ! Are you even listening? It's important!"

"I'm sorry el it's just... You know what never mind. Would you mind repeating it?" I said apologetically

She said about how her and Louis were planning on having it for the first time tomorrow. I told her it would be fine but yet again I wasn't focusing on el much anymore because of Harry. He looked so drunk. I said bye to Eleanor and the boys and went over to get Harry. I grabbed hold of his arm and started to pull him towards the exit.

"Y/n why do you have to ruin everything! I was having fun with her!"

Ok that hurt a bit. I managed to get him into the parking lot and that's where he started to flip.

"Let go of me you bitch!"

"Harry please just com-"

"I don't want to you fucking idiot. Now just leave me the hell alone!!"

"Harry" I said quietly.

"Fuck off y/n ! I hate you!"

I turned around and began to walk away. He grabbed my arm making me look back at him. He slapped me before walking away again. Tear after tear trickled down my face. I had never seen him like that. I ran back to my house regretting ever going to that party. I don't even care if he was drunk he still made me feel like shit. I sunk down into my bed and cried my heart out. It's so hard having a crush on your best friend, well 'ex' best friend. I knew he would never like me back like that anyway. I'm too fat and ugly for a guy like him. I hadn't done what I was about to do in years. I promised harry I wouldn't do it but it just helps my pain go away. I picked up the scissors and put the blade through my wrist, not much at first but on the last cut I put it in deep. I grabbed a towel from the side and wrapped it around my arm. Yes like I said it made the pain I was feeling disappear to be replaced with another type of pain.

It was late now so I decided to go to bed , the towel still round my hand.

I was awoken by the door ringing. I quickly removed the towel and put my jumper on to hide the cuts. I glanced at the clock which read 9:00. I opened the door to reveal him standing there. I went to slam the door shut again but his foot was in the way.

"Whooh what's wrong babe?" he asks acting like nothing happened.

"Can I come in"

I released my grip from the handle and walked away leaving him there.

"I need to talk to you about something important" he says lounging down on the sofa next to me.

"What is it?" I ask emotionlessly

"Well there is this girl I like , but I'm not sure if she likes me back in that way."

My heart sank and I felt my eyes water up slightly.

"Um.. I'm sure she does like you back, you should just ask her"

Great just what I need to hear on Christmas Day, my best friend aka my crush saying he likes some other girl. I let out a sigh and got up from where I was sitting.

"You think ?" He asks uncertain

I nod my head, grab my coat and step out of the door.

"Wait where are you going?"

"Out" I reply avoiding eye contact.

"Where? Cause its Christmas Day and nothing's open ya know" he says implying that I'm dumb or something ?

"You know what Harry stuff you! I've had enough now."

His head drops and he stops dead in his tracks. I turn and look at him confused. "I'm sorry" he whispers turning round towards his car. He looked round once more.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Um"

"You lied to me y/n !"

Now I was even more confused.

"You said that she would like me back in that way ,when obviously you don't!" A tear rolled down his cheek. Wait what did he just say?

"Me?"

"Yes you. Don't you get it ? I love you y/n"

I ran forward into his arms and kissed him tenderly.

"I didn't lie to you harry."

"Well I can see that now" he giggles to himself but suddenly stops.

"What's that?" He asks in a serious tone

"What's what?"

"That" he says grabbing hold of my arm.

I tried to pull it away but he had quite a good grip on it.

"Um..it's eh"

"You said you wouldn't do this anymore!"

"What else was I suppose to do when my 'best friend' says he hates me and tells me to fuck off and makes me feel like crap?"

He looked at me shocked.

"Did I really say that to you?"

I nod slowly

"You cut yourself because of me?"

I nod again but this time accompanied by tears.

"I'm so sorry" he says hugging me.

We were still stood in the middle if the pavement. He starts to follow me back to the house when He reaches into his pocket.

"Wait!"

He says holding up some mistletoe in the air. He takes a couple of steps forward ,slowly leaning in and kisses me passionately.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Of course"

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