Mine, whether he likes it not- awsten knight

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Y/n's POV

I never really thought i'd be in this situation but here I was fighting with my older brother, fighting for a relationship I knew he would never approve of but still tried to hide it from him.

"I love him geoff!" I yelled, we were currently in the green room before a show yelling back and forth at each other. I had joined them on their tour of the US but of course nothing could ever go right.

Over the few months of tour that had already passed, my feelings for a certain singer have only developed even more. I knew I loved him, Geoff never approved of any relationship I've had so most of the time I keep them hidden, but this one was harder since it's with one of his band mates.

"No you don't! You're not dating him! I don't give you my permission." He yells suddenly getting closer to my face. "Well I can't help that Geoff. I don't need your fucking permission you're not my dad!"

"No but I'm your older brother since we don't have a fucking dad!" That one hurt.. I had always seen him as a father figure since ours walked out on us when we were younger. He knew I depended on him more than I should.

"All because of a fucking relationship. You've never approved of any relationship-" he cuts me off shouting again. "So what makes you think I'm going to approve of this one? With my band mate!"

"Because I really like him and he likes me back!" I  defended myself knowing I was getting nowhere at all.

"No he doesn't Y/n! It means nothing. You're going back home to mum." My heart shattered hearing that. "Geoff.."

"No y/n, I'm done with you." He storms back onto the bus probably booking me the first flight back home.
"Y/n?" I spun around seeing awsten stood there, heartbreak written all over his face.

"Awsten.." I ran to him, he caught me in a hug. You see, we had hid this relationship the entire tour but Geoff caught us kissing in the green room and let's just say he clearly wasn't happy.

"I have to go home aws.."

"No you don't, don't listen to him y/n.. I love you." I sighed into his shoulder. "I love you too awsten."
He pecks mg lips lightly, neither of us pulled away, scared it would be our last for a while.

"You're mine whether he likes it or not." I giggled kissing him again. His hands rested gently on my hips while we swayed softly to Zeph who was their opening band, her music was incredibly beautiful and soft. "I better go pack love." I told him softly pulling away from his hold.

"Don't pack, fuck him y/n. It's your life not his, please don't let him get between us like this." I sigh again and walk onto the bus, Otto and Geoff were talking in the lounge. I ignored them both and storm to my bunk shutting myself away.

"Real nice of you Geoff." I hear awsten spit before the bunk curtain was pulled back, he climbs in cuddling into my side, not even caring if Geoff sees or not.

God did I love this man, it's the only thing I'm sure of in life.

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