Band imagines

Drunk mistakes- ricky olson

I cried into Vinny's chest as he held me tightly, "why would he kiss her?" I sobbed.

Vinny was the only one that knew I liked Ricky, I've liked him since the band started but I never had the guts to tell him. I was just his best friend.

"I don't know.. I'm so sorry y/n" sorry wasn't enough, I hated people's sympathy, I should be happy for Ricky. I should be celebrating the fact he found someone but I couldn't.

I couldn't swallow down the fact he had found someone that wasn't me, tour was just around the corner, what if he planned on bringing her along? I'd have to watch them be in love.

"I quit if he's bringing her on tour-" he cut me off by pulling me from his chest so he can look at me. "What?! Are you insane? It could just be a kiss, it might not mean anything y/n!"

"It hurts Vinny.. just go home so I can figure stuff out"

"Just think about it and don't act irrationally please, we still need you as a merch girl. A friend even." He kisses my head before leaving me alone to wallow in my own self pity.

I had called Vinny the second I saw the photo, Rick was in some bar with a girl on his lap living his best fucking life while I was here waiting for him.

He blew off our plans to go to a bar! He said he was going to the studio. We were supposed to be watching some true crime documentary he has been begging to watch for a while but he said he wanted to watch it with me.

I continue to feel sorry for myself while watching some stupid tv show that was on but I was barely paying attention to it. My heart ached. I shouldn't have been so stupid to fall for him, I've made many mistakes in my life but this was the worst.

Ricky🤍

Ricky: you know I like y/n!
why were you over at her house?

Y/n: uh rick? 

Ricky: don't act stupid vinny

Y/n: I'm not vinny my love..

Ricky: I'm so sorry..

Y/n: rick?
Y/n: Ricky?
Y/n: Richard?!

I tried calling him but it went straight to answer phone, I was becoming worried. Did he make it home safely? What if something happened to him?

I could feel the panic rise in my chest but was cut off by the door bell ringing, I sighed getting up from my comfortable place on the couch to open the door.

The second I opened it I felt a cold presence on my lips, metal like. Cold hands cupped my cheek bringing me closer, we finally pulled away and I was met with a pair of bright blue eyes.

The ones I fell in love with.

"It was a mistake. I want you. Please don't be mad at me, I couldn't deal with it if you we-" I cut him off by pulling him inside, the moment the door closes my back was up against it and his hand ghosted my hips.

"Please forgive me y/n, I don't know where my head is at.. I choose you, I love you." I couldn't help but smile at his words, I could hear the slight slur evident in his voice but I didn't care.

"You're drunk rick, let's get you to bed.." I sighed softly, gulping down the lump in my throat.
"No y/n you don't understand, I've done many things in my life I've been unsure of, but loving you is something i know I'm not unsure of. Falling in love with you is the only thing I've done right."

"I love you too.." I whispered.

He smiled widely and pressed his pierced lips to mine once more. "Now can we watch that documentary I've been wanting to watch it all day" He whined, I giggled at his child-like whine and we settled on the couch getting comfortable.

"Were you eating ice cream without me?!" He gasped picking up the tub from the coffee table. "I was sad! Don't judge me!" I defended myself.

"It's my favourite too! How rude of you!" He laughed taking the spoon with a little melted ice cream on it and putting it on my nose.

"Ew Rick!" I go to wipe it off but he takes my hands in his and presses a soft kiss to my nose. "You're an affectionate drunk I see?"

"No I'm just affectionate to the people I love."

"You are so cheesy Richard"

"You love it! Don't act like you don't!" I leaned into his hold as he played the documentary. "I do love it.."