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sk8r boys- ryan sitkowski

I hummed along to Ghost in the Mirror by motionless, while I paint. Ever since Ryan played me one of their songs, I haven't been able to stop listening to them, it's addicting.

Ryan is also addicting. Maybe it's his presence.

I have the sense that I only like him because I haven't really spoken to anyone in a while but he's the only person who had stuck around long enough and tried with me. He's put in effort with me and that's something I'm not used to at all.

What if he's gonna leave me? Everyone leaves eventually and I let him in.

I'm going to get hurt but it's worth it for him..

I was broken out of my thoughts gentle taps on my window, I smile and put down my paint brush and run to the window. I smile when I see him with his window open.

I slide it up and sit on the window ledge. "Hey Ry, how's it going?"

"Hey there daisy, how you feeling today?" I nodded slowly. "Not too bad, how are you?"

"I'm good but i'd feel better if you come and skate with me and a few friends.." I chuckle and shake my head. "I don't skate, I'm sorry"

He smirks, "You're mum says different now grab yourself board, we're going out!"

"Ry.. I don't wanna go out today. I haven't left the house in months-" he cuts me off quickly before I can continue. "Please? I promise nothing will happen, you'll be with me, you'll be safe." I sigh looking back at my painting before nodding.

"Uh, yeah sure.."

"Perfect, I'll be outside in 10 minutes, see you soon daisy" he closes the window before disappearing into his room, I shut the window and take a deep breathe before changing out of my paint covered overall.

I grab my skateboard and walk downstairs, my mum isn't home, she's either over at the Sitkowski's or she's still at work, I lock up and meet him outside.

"Ive known you for three weeks and I've never seen you in full, Daisy in the flesh." I giggle and let him lead to me to wherever, I trust him..

"Have you eaten and drank water today?" I nod slowly, I've never had someone care so much in such a short about of time. "Have you?"

"Yeah my mum made me eat before I spoke to you" I laugh, his mum seems so nice. We walked in silence with our boards under our arms. "Why do you call me daisy? My name isn't daisy.." he shakes his head with a small laugh.

"Daisies are small and pure. Simple but beautiful." I couldn't help but blush and smile at him.
"Let's skate the rest of the way." I nod dropping my board to the floor and stepping on, we start skating the streets of Pennsylvania. He held his out out behind him, I took it in mine and we skated together.

"Are you alright back there?" He asked looking over his shoulder. I nodded and pushed off the floor again.

We arrived at some kind of skatepark where a few other people where skating. "Hey guys!" Ryan picks up his board so I copy and follow closely behind, I didn't realise who many people were going to be here.

It seemed to just be his friend group here so less people to meet I guess.

"Who's this?" Someone asked, he was tall ish and very soft spoken. "Their my neighbour, my mum said I have to bring them." I tilted my head looking at him confused but he looked at me and smiled so I assume he meant nothing by it and brushed it off.

"That's Angelo." I smile and wave at him, he seemed shy and more of a quiet person. "This is Chris, Ricky, Balz and Tj."

"Hey nice to meet you" I greet. They said hey back and we spent time getting to know each other and skating. "Are you gonna skate?" Ryan asked, I swing my legs back and forth sitting on the half pipe. Angelo and Ricky either side of me, I guess they don't skate.

They were really nice people, easy to talk to.

"Where did you meet them? They're quiet." Chris said to Ryan. I don't think I was supposed to hear but I did..

"I told you that my mum made me bring them, it wasn't my choice. They haven't left the house in months. Some kind of hermit shit."

My heart sank..

"I think they're cool but you don't seem to like them that much." Tj said, it made me feel a little better but why was Ryan being such an ass, did I do something wrong?

I grab my board and run out of the park, I was wrong.

I got home and slammed the door to my house, mum still wasn't home so I could cry without her asking questions. I run up to my room and closed the door behind me, I slid down it and broke down into my knees.

Did I read his personality wrong? I thought things were going well, I thought he was nice. What did I do wrong for him to hate me like that? He humiliated me..

~4 days later~

I've kept my curtains closed and ignored all questions about Ryan, I want nothing to do with him, and to think I actually loved him..

I haven't been able to stop crying or even paint, gentle taps brought me out of my thoughts but I ignored them again just like I have for the past four days. How found I be so stupid to let him in so quickly?!

I get up to go use the bathroom, I was my hands and decide to peak through the curtains. There was no Ryan but a piece of paper instead.

'I'm sorry'

'Please talk to me'

I scoffed but the papers were ripped down and replaced with Ryan himself. He opens his window and signalled for me to open mine, I stupidly open mine and face him.

"What do you want Ryan?"

"I want to apologise. I was wrong to say that, I was just panicked and I'd rather you get hurt by me than them."

"What does that even mean?! You hurt me! You made fun of me in front of all your friends," I felt tears run down my face. "You made me feel safe and just fucking ruined it just like that. Did I mean nothing to you?"

"No daisy.. I really really like you. I think I love you.." I scoff once more. "It's only be three weeks you can't love me."

"I can and I do.. these three weeks have been the best three weeks of my life. I get back from practice and open my window to spend the night talking with you. I look forward to it. It makes my day.. I'm really sorry y/n, please forgive me." I sniffle wiping my tears away.

"Alright.." I whisper, what am I doing?

"I love you too.."

"Really??" His smile grows.

"Yeah I do, I really do." I confess, even through the four days I haven't seen him my love never died out like I though it would do.

"Will you go out with me?"

"I'd love to Ryan sitkowski."