Fuck you.- chris motionless

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"I'm done with you Y/n!" He yelled loudly. Tears ran down my face, I was trying to keep this relationship going but he wanted nothing to do with it.

"it's as much as your child as it is mine!" I shouted back, "talk to me again when you get rid of the fucking thing." I watched him walk out of the house slamming the door behind him. I fell to my knees sobbing into my hands.

"It's just me and you baby.." I said out loud.

I packed up all my stuff, shoving as much as I could into my car, I was going to live with my best friend. He would know what to do, well I hope he would anyways.

I walk up his driveway knocking on the door, the door swings open and I'm met with the face of my best friend, his smile drops when he sees the state I'm in.

"Y/n?"

"I'm sorry Alex. I didn't know where else to go!" He quickly pulled me into a hug and brought me inside to the couch. "It's okay love.. ive got you." Once I calmed down Alex made me some tea so I could explain what happened.

"Take your time." He was always so patient with me, he understood me hence why we have been friends for so long.

"Well this morning I found out I was pregnant, I told Chris and he completely flipped out on me. He-he told me to come back to him when I get rid of the thing." He gasps lightly. "Oh my poor baby.." I cuddle into his side sipping at the cup of tea to keep myself from crying anymore.

"You're more than welcome to stay in the guest room, I don't mind love." I thank him and he helped bring my stuff inside. "What am I going to do Alex?" I ask sitting at the end of the bed and rubbing circles on your stomach.

"It's okay.. we'll figure it out. Besides we'll have an all time low baby." I laughed and punch his arm. "Wow Alex."

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4 years later~

"Zero! Come on bud, we gotta go see uncle Alex at his house." I hear the tiny taps of your son, Zero's, footsteps get closer, his giggles becoming louder.

You picked him up kissing his cheek, "hey there big boy let's get some shoes on." You slipped his shoes on for him. "Thank you mama."

"You're very welcome darling." I smile at him, he has the best manners for a four year old. I decided coffee would be a good stop first, Alex's place was only a five minute walk from our home. Ever since he found out I was pregnant, he got even more protective and wouldn't let me live too far from him incase something happened, besides Zero liked walking for some reason.

I took him to get coffee, he liked to have a coffee cup like I get but he only had ice water in his. "Hi how can I help you?" The barista greets.

"Can I get one caramel iced coffee and a cup of ice water please." The barista smiled. "Of course that's four dollars and 15 cents." I paid with some loose change I had and waited for them to be made.

"Here you go." I thank him and handed Zero his small, clear plastic cup of water, he was happy and content. I walk at his pace to Alex's apartment having a normal conversation you'd have with a toddler.

I look down as he was about to be knocked over by someone. I spun around and caught Zero before he could fall, he hugged my leg, through almost being knocked over, he managed not to spill any of his drink. "I'm so sorry- are you okay buddy?" One out of the group of five knelt down to his height.

He had bleached blonde hair and heavy makeup on, as did the others. When zero hid behind my leg becoming shy, I apologised. The man stood to his full height, taller than I was that's for sure. It was only then did I realise who it was.

"Y/n?" He asked carefully. The other four with him were Ricky, Ryan, Vinny and Justin; The people you had grew up with.

"I'm sorry- who?" I tried to play dumb, 'this could not be happening right now, after four fucking years.' I thought.

"Don't play dumb, y/n.." he sighed.

"I'm not doing this right now Christopher." He looked at me with sadness written all over his face. "Is he mine?" He pointed to Zero.

"You have no right to ask that.. you didn't want him. You gave up on us and he was more important than you at the time. I did the right thing and chose my unborn child over you." He looked heartbroken. His band mates just stood there, I assume they knew what really happened and why I left.

I miss them so much, they were like my brothers.

"You broke my heart Y/n-" I cut him off by picking up Zero and putting him on your hip. "Shut the fuck up. I broke your heart? You broke mine when I told you I was pregnant and the first thing you tell me is to choose you or my child? Fuck you chris." I go to walk off but his voice pulls me back again, I so badly wanted to fall into his arms and let him be the father to my child but he was also the one who Alex despised; he would kick my ass if I told him I saw him today and gave in.

"At least tell me his name.." At this point I was on the verge of tears. I didn't want to be doing this right now. "Zero. Zero cerulli. Now if you excuse me I have places to be. It was nice seeing you guys." I told his band mates who stood behind him not seeming shocked at all.

"Please Y/n.."

"Fuck off chris! You've done enough now if you don't mind I have a hungry son to feed." I spat harshly before speed walking my way to Alex's. When I got there he immediately could tell something was wrong, he knew me too well.

"Hey Zero, buddy.. why don't you go and see uncle Jack in the living room." I put him down, he squealed excitedly and ran to find Jack. I smiled at how happy he seemed and then was pulled into the kitchen.

"What's up?" I sighed. "I saw Chris today.."

"Really?!" He asked surprised. I nodded slowly. "He had the cheek to say I broke his heart." I mock him.

"Mother fucker." I laugh lightly at his reaction.

"He wanted to know the name of my son so I told him." I explain.

"What did he say to that?"

"Not much really I didn't give him the chance to talk-" he cut me off. "You didn't give him your number right?" I shake my head quickly. "No I didn't." He looked relieved.

"Good he's a dick and doesn't deserve you." I smile and hugged him slightly. We both walked into the living room seeing rian, Zach and Jack all chasing each other while Zero laughed loudly.

He was so perfect, my boy.

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