Band imagines

Second best. - justin morrow

May 11th.

Mine and Justin's birthday, I invited everyone over so we could throw a party and have a few drinks to celebrate our birthday together.

I have to admit the last few birthdays he's been on tour so we haven't been able to do anything but this year they're home and able to celebrate.

I ran to the store to buy alcohol and a few stands just incase since my cupboards were bare of any food, I quickly got home since I had an hour to get ready and picked out an outfit. It was simple yet party attire.

I put on a little make up to have some kind of self confidence and realised it was now 5pm, the time people should start arriving.

5:45 rolled around and no one was here, I checked the text making sure I said 5 and it definitely said 5pm.

6:30 rolled around and I came to the conclusion that no one was going to show up, I slouched into my couch and let tears roll down my cheeks when I looked through my phone seeing Justin currently at a party..

I could see the banners happy birthday. My heart sank, second best once again. I was pulled out of my thoughts by my phone ringing. It was Jinxx, I answered it hesitantly.

"Hey y/n! Happy birthday love." I smiled through my tears, he's always been able to make me smile, from day one.

"Are you crying?" I guess my sniffles gave me away. "I planned a party for mine and Justin's birthday, I texted the group chat the details and they had their own party.." I explained.

"Without you.. I'm so sorry angel." I sighed i ping my eyes. "It's fine, I'll see you next week for dinner, like always?"

"Yes of course, you can come over to mine. I'll see you next week, call me if you need anything I'll be right over" I nodded though he couldn't see me and the phone call ended.

I took myself up to bed changing into comfier clothes and trying to get to sleep as fast as possible, I wanted this night to end.

I ignored his call once again until there was a knock at my door, I looked through the peep hole and saw Justin stood there.

I opened the door slowly, "nice to know you still remember you have a sister." I spit harshly.

"I'm sorry y/n.."

"Sorry isn't enough! I had been ranting about this party for weeks and you went and threw your own. Did you hate me that much?" I felt tears rush to my eyes and he couldn't even look at me.

"No, of course I don't hate you. It was a mistake."

"It wasn't a mistake Justin! Jus the cause your some fucking rockstar and our parents idolise you. They have always favoured you because you're the boy they wanted. You're the boy they planned to have. Guess what Justin, you win alright. I'm not bothering to ruin your life anymore, don't call me." I slammed the door in his face and leaning my back against the door.

"Y/n please! Please don't leave me! You're my big sister. I need you.." I left him out there and ignored him.. I'm sick of always being second best.