chatper 96 - its jessie!

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*Jessie*

I had cooled off a bit now but it's just gotten to a point where if put it off and off. Not said anything and ignored it but now it's just annoyed me too much. I just want to help him! He just keeps hiding everything from me.

I was looking for my phone in my dressing room but can't find it anywhere.

Jess: FUCK!

I clench my fists in anger and kept looking chucking pillows and clothes and shit everywhere. The door opened

Danny: jess?

Jess: WHAT?

Danny: um, can we talk?

Jess: no, not right now!

Danny: what... what are you looking for?

Jess: my phone

Danny: this one?

I looked up and he pointed to a small table next to the door. I huff picking up my bag and phone and mumbling a thanks as I walked out. Ill clean up tomorrow.

Danny: jess wait-

Jess: no.

Danny: what have I done... please? I hate this!

Jess: yeah? Well lump it! Cause that's all I've had to do!

Danny: jess... please....

Jess: IT'S JESSIE!

I storm out and get straight into my car. We soon pull up at the hotel and I go to my room instead of Danny's. I just need some space. It may seem like im over reacting but it's just all gotten too much!

*Danny*

I haven't spoken to jess in about a week or so. I hate it. I don't know what I've done. But I think we are over. I've been getting drunk every night trying to drown my sorrows. I can't explain how Jessie makes me feel. I've been getting loads of bad news about my mum, about her health just saying it's not very good- not serious I just feel I should be there but we aren't allowed any more time off so I can't go, but everytime I see jessie she makes me smile. My whole world lights up when she's round. I get the warm fuzzy feeling I got when I fell in love with her all those years ago.

I see jess with her head phones on stood in one of the corners, miming the lyrics to herself. I sigh and get miked up. I think of my lyrics over.

DC: JUDGES! PLACES NOW WE ARE RUNNING BEHIND!

We all stand in a line and holly introduces us before we walk on waving and smiling before sitting down.

Holly: right, the blinds are nearly over and then the lives start... so this week our judges will perform a song of their choice to show you how to do it...

The crowd cheers and will goes up. Then tom. Now me.

Holly: next up, the amazing Danny O'donoghue!

I smile grabbing my guitar and placing the strap round my neck before walking up and plugging it in. I start to play gently, the studio filling with the soft hum of my guitar strings.

**A/N you can or cannot read the lyrics but I would Jxx**

Tell me that you turned down the man
Who asked for your hand
'Cause you're waiting for me
And I know, you're gonna be away a while
But I've got no plans at all to leave

And would you take away my hopes and dreams and just stay with me?

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide
[Regular version:] Just promise me, you'll never leave again
[Acoustic version:] Just promise me, you'll always be a friend
'Cause you are the only one

Take my hand and my
Heart and soul, I will
Only have these eyes for you
And you know, everything changes but
We'll be strangers if we see this through
You could stay within these walls and bleed
Or just stay with me
Oh lord, now

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide
Just promise me, you'll always be a friend
'Cause you are the only one

I'm stumbling off drunk, getting myself lost
I am so gone, so tell me the way home
I listen to sad songs, singing about love
And where it goes wrong

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide
Just promise me, you'll always be a friend
'Cause you are the only one

I look up and see jess, her eyes sparling as tears form, we make eye contact and she looks away. I finish the crowd cheer and I return to my sit wiping away tears that were going to spill. She is the only one.

Holly: next up is the stunning, Jessie j!

Jessie smiled and gets up. She is handed a mic and she sits on the steps of the stage. The music starts and her voice fills the room.

Don't shut me out
maybe, baby, we should talk about it
'Cause you've got your doubts
but maybe, baby, they might be unfounded

Have a little faith, you'll make it through
I'd never hesitate to talk to you
If you tell me just what's weighing' on your mind
Maybe it could help you sleep tonight
so don't shut me out

Don't be so proud
don't you know that before a fall it leaves you?
And it'll take you down
Baby, that ain't, where I wanna see you

The sun will rise tomorrow come what may
And you'll feel better than you do today
And in time you'll cry no more
I know 'cause my heart's been there before

And here I am when you need someone
my shoulder's yours to cry upon
and everybody now and then
needs an understanding friend around
so don't shut me out

Don't shut me out
maybe, baby, we should talk about it
'Cause you've got your doubts
but maybe, baby, they might be unfounded

Listen to your heart and clear your mind
And you will find the answer every time
Every road you travel on will lead
To where it is your heart's supposed to be

And here I am when you need someone
My shoulder's yours to cry upon
And everybody now and then
Needs an understanding friend around
So don't shut me out, hmm, don't shut me out, no

She wiped a tear that fell from her cheek and she came and sat down. I look over to her and she is just looking straight ahead wiping her eyes. We said we could go for an hour break while the constants were in for sound check and jess just ran off.

****are they together are they not? Who knows... haha please comment, vote and fan:Dxx****

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