Dear Diary,
I can't believe I just did that.
I mean, wow.
Well okay nothing actually happened but something almost did. We were so close.
I'm kind of, sorta, almost happy we didn't because I dunno. I'm not so sure that I'm ready yet.
But he makes me feel safe and so, so inexplicably horny... what the hell?
I don't even know what's happening.
I'm confused because I really, really like him and he makes me feel so weird, but in a good way. It's like my whole world is in black and white but when I'm with him everything switches to technicolor.
I'm sure he knows by now how shy I am but, God, this is just ridiculous. My fear of going too far will be the death of me... mostly because I want to, but I don't want there to be unwanted consequences.
What I mean is... what if someone finds out? Oh my God, I would die. I mean, shit.
Why does this have to be so hard?
~Steven G. Rogers
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