May 30, 1940

1.3K 67 14
                                    

Dear Diary,

Could it realistically be taking this long for me to get the 'okay' from Stark to join the military? Is he just stalling? Is he even trying?

God, it makes me feel like a mistake. Like agreeing to Dr. Erskine's experiment was a terrible idea and that I shouldn't have ever done it.

I feel like they've been ignoring me on purpose so they don't have to update me. I haven't hard from Stark in probably a year and the same goes for Peggy Carter.

I just hope I hear from them soon because this gig, sure, it's fun... but it's so repetitive and I'm done with it now.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll even get to really join the war effort before the war itself is actually over... or if I'll get to see Bucky before then.

I wish I could get some consolation.

~ S. R.

Steve's DiaryWhere stories live. Discover now