An irish mob leader and A cop [Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 11- Niall's World

Zayn's POV

I went to Lincoln's shop with Ashton,Luke and Tom by myside.. We talked to him, threaten him.. But we got nothing..

He seemed he is scared though before we even start questioning him. Like Harry scared him. I just don't get it. 

How can this Harry guy do this happen? It just doesn't fit. There is something going on here and I have to find it.. I have to.. Niall.. Niall has to be safe..

I don't trust that Harry. No. I don't. And I won't.. Whatever Niall says ,I will keep checking him. If something happens to Niall... I don't wanna even think about it.. I will protect him.. I have to.. I have to keep him safe..

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When I told Niall that nothing happened, Lincoln didn't speak- Niall didn't response for a long time. Then he chuckled a little. "It's Ok Zaynie.." he said, Zaynie..I always like this nickname.. He rubbed my shoulder, looked straight into my eyes and said "Don't look like that. I don't want you to be sad and guilty over something like this. You did whatever you could do and that is what I am asking for you to do, alright? Nothing more." he said.

I really felt guilty, because I couldn't make Lincoln talk and I feel shit about it.. Niall is under my protection. I have to keep him safe but I can't even make an old guy talk.. Damn! How I am gonna protect Niall then, huh?!!..

How did Niall understand that I feel guilty, I don't know.. He always understands how I feel though..

"I.. I have to protect you Ni. I don't know anything and that bothers me a lot. I know you like that Harry guy, but just don't trust him totally. PLEASEEE.. We don't know what happened there. Just let me figure this out first" I said.

Niall chuckled again "Probably..We can't.. figure that out..We won't be able to find anything Zayn, you know that, I know that, yeah there is something going on.. I will be careful, ok? " he said. Then,

An unexpected thing happened and Niall moved his hand from my shoulders to behind my neck and pulled me to himself, like almost.. we were about to kiss, we were that close.. our foreheads were touching to each other. "You, too, be careful ,alright mate? For me.. Be more alert, and don't do something stupid. You are the only family I have." he continued. I could feel his hot breath on my face.. He looked really concerned and worried.. I didn't expect these.. Of course I know I am important to him but still..

"I will.. I will be careful. Promise." I said. We were so close. Aghhh.. Before he letting go of his hand on my neck, he kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hug. We stayed like that for minutes. That was a really nice moment.. 

Niall's POV

I like Harry being my driver.. We can talk more, eat lunches & dinners together, we go to a pub and drink together.. I don't want this to end.. Being next to him.. Not now.. 

In this couple of weeks, we spend a lot of time with Harry. Our typical day is like; Harry goes to his district early in the mornings, then we sometimes eat lunches together. He goes to his district back if it was necessary.. At evening times and night he is all mine.. He drives me some places. We drink at one of our pubs or bars.

I like having time with him. I know I shouldn't probably.. but.. I can't resist.

and I feel that he is more comfortable around me lately.. Yeah.. I am happy :)

But.. I feel that this is some kind of a good dream that you don't want to wake up, you know.. You all know, when you are in regular mood or in a bad sad mood , you dream about something wonderful and then you wake up, you just feel disappointed, you became much more worse..

Because you feel what you miss and it hurts hell a lot and you should.. you have to.. turn your cruel god damn miserable life..

I just start to feel like that.. He is gorgeous.. inside and out... I like him.. I want him..

But I don't know if I can have him or if it lasts long.. Cause.. that is sure that he can't be normal guy.. He is a member of another gang or a bloody cop... That Lincoln thing just proves that..

And Zayn is right. I have to be careful. Zayn also has to be careful. I don't know what I will do without him. He is a brother to me. A real one. He is my big brother. He is the only family I got.. We are friends for a long time now. And I know I can do anything to protect him and he will do the same for me. I trust him like a lot. 

Noone, "even me", couldn't convince Lincoln to make a payment. I just gave up from getting something from him months ago actually.. I didn't mention to gang about it, so if they wanna try , they could try. If they got the money, it will be a success for them but in reality I just didn't care..

I am not a cruel gang leader. I don't want anyone to get harmed or to be killed if it isn't really necesarry. These are the last thing we think in our gang. I didn't choose being in this world, but if I have to be in it, I am gonna be in it with my terms.

To outside world, I am a tough guy, a cruel gang leader, but in reality I am not like that. I actually bought all those bars and pubs because maybe one day we can be retired and we can just work in those bars or something. Those are my investments for a better future..

All people thinks that they were for drug traffic but I hate drugs.. Yeah I hate it. I hate what it does to teenagers, to people in general, so I don't wanna be part of it..

It 'was' my father's business. I am kinda stuck in it for now.. just for now.. There was a deal between him and another gang. I couldn't break the deal. But that deal will be over a couple of months later. So I will be done with drug business by then.

So business is nice, my men in gang has no problems for now, and I have Harry..
Harry,Harryy,Harryyyyy... Why I keep turning to him? Oh God, I am becoming a hopeless case about this, about Harry, aren't I? I chuckled to myself..

About Harry.. We exchange glances with him from time to time, I catch him checking me several times and he.. he is.. kinda try to touch me every chance he gets. He is touching my hand, my arm and my shoulders.. God.. And what about all those whispers to my ear.. Jesus.. He is so close , I feel his breath on me on my neck whenever he whispers and his touches on my arm or shoulder.. He is so damn hot and sexy all the time.. I don't know how much I can hold myself..

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Harry's POV

Gosh.. I wish that Lincoln thing was never happened. All gang members start to treat me like I have some kind of disease except for Niall.. They don't trust me anymore like they do before. I really messed up probably, but I couldn't let that Tom guy shoot Lincoln.

Other than that, Niall and me got really close. And it is both good and bad at the same time.

It is good because;

That is why I am here.. and I have to admit this.. I like him.. I don't know what is going on with me. I thought I was straight, I was probably bi, and I hadn't got an idea about it.

Niall is so adorable all the time, he really cares his people; these people aren't just employees for him, he actually cares about them, like they are all a member of his family and he is like a godfather to them. He can do anything to protect them. His men feel that, when they have a problem and let Niall know about them, puff.. That problem vanishes all the time.. Niall is more than a boss to all of them, he is their guardian angel. An I like it. He is so protective,respectful,handsome,attractive..hot..

In these days,Niall and I look like conjoined twins. Whereever he goes, I go. That simple. I told you it is both good and bad to got really close to him. With bad; I meant that this situation doesn't make many of his employees happy.

Most of them think I should just back off and leave their precious guardian angel boss hell alone..

And some of them just envies that I am so close to Niall and not them.. I can see hate in their eyes. I don't know what I am going to do about it. Actually I don't care that much.

While I am thinking about this, someone behind me taps my shoulder and says "Lets go!" , I don't even turn around to see who it is. All I could do is smiling widely..