Hey guys, I missed you all,it has been a while since I have written,have so many pending things to complete, I want to tell you what happened in the last period of my life, in decided to be independent girl and move on out of the house,I took a stand for myself and struggled sometimes still I found my peace in being away! When I wanted to take that decision I had nothing to do still one friend helped me in my hardest time, he stood by me and made sure I am comfortable, happy in my new space before he leaves the country as his work required. He left the country still the appreciation and the gratitude was left behind in my heart for him! I wanted to pay off the debt, wanted to be nice to him as much as I can ! Therefore we started talking on video call everyday,he is separated ,(filed for a divorce already) still he was always reminding me to stay only friends, The friend zone shouldn't be crossed ! But it was in vain ! The gratitude was developed into liking to everything he does or say,until he came again and we started meeting. Although we became closer he was still reminding me not to fall in that mistake at all ! And I was holding myself,until he said we should keep distance ! And everything became upside down ! My mind my work my health ! I stopped sleeping properly although he explained to me that still he will meet me ! I couldn't take it ! And today I confessed why I can't take his decision ! Why is it hard for me ! His reaction was that he was mad as I have never seen ! He preferred to end our friendship and when I asked either I can call him ! He simply rejected ! He said he isn't in a good mood and he better be silent ! It made me feel as if I did a big crime !I wanted just to tell him so that I don't regret later !he totally ignored me although I asked him today ! He was the dearest friend I had,and the closest one to my heart ! still once again I have to be heartbroken!
Maybe this feeling will push me to write again,I don't know ! I feel so lost !
By the way he is indian and his name is Dave
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Riansh Os Book
FanfictionSome os of our beloved Riansh. Different stories of them ..how their love gets stronger. Different choice makes a different story. Some os contains mature scenes.
