bts one shots ✓ [closed]

#27 | ksj

angst (i dont even know what angst means but this story is a sad one)

"Annyeong aunt, uncle.. a—annyeong J-jin.." you stutter at the last words.

You had just arrived at a dinner with your parents and their friend.

"Eomma, who is she?", the voice you have never heard for 5 years.

"Oh, that's Yuri.. your...." his mom softly speaks.

"My... ex?", that one word had hurt you. You felt a sting in your heart, it sounded so painful.

Nobody answered. His mom cut the topic and says, "Let's order, shall we?"

You really felt like crying but you thought you would look pathetic because you assumed that he still loves you. Duh, he had amnesia.

Jin's phone suddenly rang as he excused himself and answered the call.

"Hey jagiya!", and that. That was the most painful. It hurted you more than physical pain. His smile while talking on the phone hurted you so much. He is smiling for someone else now.

"I'm gonna go to the comfort room," you stood up and went inside the elegant comfort room which was the only one and there were no cubicles.

You sat on the floor hugging your knees, as your tears start to stream down. Ugh, not this time!
"My make-up is done too nice!", you kicked the wall as you sob harder.

How stupid of you to think that he would still remember you after all these years. You cried harder.

"The heart always remembers," they said. Well, no.

"Aish, Yuri! Your world does not revolve around him! Stop crying.." you mumble to yourself.

You stood up and splashed some water on your face from the sink to keep them from noticing your tear-stained face. But it wasn't enough. Your eyes were red. You took a pair of specs/glasses from your handbag and wore it.

As you took out the pair of specs, a small box fell out. Great, how much pain did you have to endure?

It was the ring he gave you when he proposed 5 years ago. Days before he was hit by a car and diagnosed with amnesia.

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You were talking on the phone with Jin. He asked you to come over to his hometown.

"Hey jagiya!", he said on the phone and waved from the other side of the street and ran towards you, holding Smeraldo flowers in his hand. Suddenly, a car was speeding up from his left side.

At the blink of an eye, all you could see was the most beautiful man, lying infront of you, as you try to wake him up.

His head was bleeding hard. He wouldn't wake up.

1 day later

"Mrs. Kim?", a man with a white coat called you out.

"Doctor? How is he? Will he be okay?", you rush towards the window of the room peeking at Jin, his head was wrapped with bandage.

"Don't worry, he'll be fine. He's still unconscious though," the doctor assures and you sigh in relief.

Another day passes and you are napping on the bed where Jin was unconsciously lying.

The doctor enters the room with a clearly negative face.

You prayed so hard for a positive comment from him but when he spoke, your whole world came crashing down.

"I'm sorry to say this, he has Amnesia..", the doctor says and you nod.

"Therapy will be in America, Mrs. Kim," the man says and leaves the room.

You caress his cheek and mumble to yourself, "it's okay, at least you're okay.." you kiss his forehead and it was the last kiss.

It hurted you so much, when you knew that when he woke up, he wouldn't know who was his girlfriend or soon to be wife. He wouldn't know that just a few days before, he proposed to a girl.

He wouldn't know you.

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A month later, you watch him get married to another woman. A tear escapes your eye as you look at the ring you are wearing and take it off as the male in a black suit says, "I do."

update: heyy i can do a part 2 of this if u want guuuys lol just tell mee