Tw: attempted suicide
Shikamarus pov
I looked down at the lake that would soon be my grave.
I never thought I'd be in this situation. I thought I'd grow up, get married and have a son and daughter but this guilt is too much to handle.
My stupid plan is what got my sensai killed. Its all my fault.
I closed my eyes and leaned forward. I could feel the water rushing into my lungs. My chest was burning but in a good way. Like all this guilt and pain will be over soo-
My thoughts were cut off when I was dragged out of the lake. I coughed and spluttered. Tch what a pain. I can't even kill myself in peace.
"shikamaru" I was pulled into a hug. I recognised that voice as neji "thank goodness your ok. Hey hey its ok you know. You don't have to take things into your own hands
