dempeo/merder oneshots

"i'm back"

"Meredith" he stroked her face gently with his thumb as she slept. She opened her eyes slowly. "Ahhhh" she screamed, sitting up in bed. "Its okay. Stay calm" he says. "Derek?" She says confused. "Hi" he smiles. "What-" she starts crying. "Sorry I didnt mean to scare you.. or upset you" he says. "Derek I-" she cut herself off by leaning towards him and hugging him tightly. He wraps his arms around her, hugging her back. They both stand up, her still on the bed and him on the floor. They never pull apart as she wraps her legs around his waist as he picks her up. She rests her face in his shoulder, crying into it. "Shh Its okay" he rubs her back. "Derek.. how?-" she sobs into his shoulder. He keeps rubbing her back as he explains the entire story. "..And so I had to fake my death" he says. She is now sobbing into his shoulder. "I'm so sorry" he hugs her tighter. She lowers her feet back onto the floor, pulling away from him slowly. "I missed you so much" she said. "I missed you too" he says. She slowly puts her hands on the back of his neck, pulling him down. She looks into his eyes before closing them, tears falling down her cheeks as she kisses him. He kisses her back instantly with so much love and passion it made both of their hearts squeeze in their chests. He wraps his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him. They hear the doorbell ring. Neither of them pull away. It rings again. They ignore it. "Meredith?!" They hear the door open and a guy shout from downstairs. She pulls away instantly from the kiss. "Oh my god" she says. "What?" He asks. "Shit shit shit" she panicked. "Mer" he put his hands on her shoulders. "Derek.. I- I'm kinda.. seeing.. someone at the moment" she says hesitantly. "You are?" He said. "...yeah" she says. They heard footsteps coming up the stairs. "Oh" he said. They just stand there, looking into eachothers eyes. "Hes coming" she said calmly. "What do you wanna do?" He asks. "Just- I dunno. Just stay here" she said. She walked out of the room. "Hi mer. How come you didnt answer the door?" Deluca walked over to her, smiling. He lent in to kiss her but she moved back slightly. "What?" He asked. "I- um.. my- derek.. Derek's in there" she pointed to the bedroom door. "Derek who?" He raised his brow. "..shepherd" she said. "Derek shepherd, your husband.. derek shepherd?" He asked. "Yes" she says. "Hes.. dead" he says hesitantly. "Hes.. not" she says. "Meredith" he says. She explained the whole story to him. "...so he had to fake his death" she almost teared up as she told the story. "Oh.. wow" he says shocked. "Yeah" she chuckles. "So.. you're getting back together with him?" He asked. "I- he- I don't- I don't know" she stutters. "But.. probably though?" He asks. "He- he's my husband" she says. "Right" he looks down. "I'm sorry" she says. "I should.. go" he says. "...okay" she says. He looks at her one more time before walking away. He stops. She looks at him. "No. Wait. Meredith, please. I- I love you. I dont want to lose you" he says. "Andrew" she says. "Listen. Hes the farther of your children. Hes not been your husband for four years. I'm your boyfriend" he says. "He's my husband. He- I- i love him" she says. "You havent seen him in four years" he says. "It doesnt change anything. He's...the- he's the love of my life. I can't leave him" a tear rolls down her cheek. "Just.. call me. Think about it- and call me" he says. He starts walking away. "Theres nothing to think about" she says. "Call me" he says. "...no" she says. "Meredith.. call me once you've thought about it" he walks away. She rolls her eyes, frustrated. She walks back into her bedroom. Their bedroom. He's sat on the bed. She stands there, looking at him. She closes the door. She walks over to him. He puts his hands on her waist. "You okay?" He asks. "Not really" she says "but it's not because of him" she adds. She sits on his lap, straddling him. He wraps his arms around her waist as she wraps hers loosely around his neck. "I'm really sorry meredith. I never wanted to hurt you. I just- couldn't-" he says. "I know derek.. I know" she interrupts him. She leans in slowly, kissing him passionately. She pulled away, wrapping her arms around his waist and hugging him. "This feels like.." she whispers. "Like a dream" he whispers. "Yeah" she says. He hugs her tighter. "I love you so much" she mumbles into his shoulder. He pulls away from the hug slowly. He smiles brightly. "You still love me?" He asks. "Of course I do. Do you still love me?" She says. "I love you more than anything in the entire world" he says. He plays with her hair, twirling her waves around his finger. "Derek?" She looks him in the eyes. "Yeah?" He asks. "I have something to tell you" she says. "What?" He asks. His hands travel back down to her waist. "I had a baby" she says. "What? With.. deluca?" He asks. "With you" she says. He looks at her shocked. "Remember that morning? Right before you.." she stops. "When I said I wanted another baby?" He smiles, tears welling up in his eyes. She nods. "We had another baby" tears well up in her own eyes. He tries to speak but no words come out. "Shes a girl. Her names ellis. She- she has your eyes and my hair. I.. have a picture of her" she grabs her phone off the night stand. He gasps quietly. He looks at the picture. She smiles as she shows him. "Here" she gives him the phone. He scrolls through her camera roll. "Shes beautiful.. she looks just like you" he smiles. "You wanna see zola and bailey?" She asks. He nods enthusiastically. "Here" she wraps one arm around his neck, looking at the phone. She shows him more pictures of all of their beautiful kids. She accidentally scrolled too far, showing him a picture of her in some sexy lingerie. She gasped, grabbing the phone off of him and hiding it. "Ohh" he smirked. "Shut up" she said. "Show me" he smirked. "No" she chuckled. "Showww meee" he whines. "No" she giggles. "Who.. did you take that for?" He says jealously. "What are you, jealous?" She smirks. "I dont get jealous" he says. She chuckles. "Its an old picture. I sent it to you ages ago" she shows him the picture. "Oh I remember this" he says. "No you dont" she chuckles. "Oh yeah?" He grabs his phone out of his pocket. He scrolls through the camera roll, showing her the picture. "You still have it?" She laughs. "Well I needed something to keep me going. I havent had sex in four years" he says. She giggles. "You haven't?" She asks. "Of course not. I would never do that to you" he says seriously. She looks down sadly. "Hey" he lifts her chin up with his pointer finger "dont do that.. dont feel guilty. You- you thought I was dead" he says. Tears roll down her cheeks. "The first time I.. I screamed at the guy the next morning and amelia and Maggie threw him out. I spent the entire day cleaning.. until I finally found your blanket" she says. "The one you hate? From the trailer?" He asks. "Yeah. I just wrapped it around me and curled up infront of the fireplace. I've never felt so bad- ever. I felt like I betrayed you.. like I lost you. Or a piece of you. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" she sobs. She wraps her arms around his neck, crying into his shoulder. "Meredith- mer" he said. She continued crying into his shoulder. He gently pulled her away. he stroked her cheek with his thumb "you didnt lose me. You can never lose me.. forever. And you have nothing to apologise for. You.. thought I was dead. You moved on. That's okay" he says. "I didnt move on" she says "I've dated other people, sure.. but they never, ever compared to you. I'd leave any of them for you in a heartbeat. I did" she says. "You broke up with.. that guy?" he says. "Of course I did. I never could imagine myself with anyone else other than you.. not in the long run, anyway. You.. you're the love of my life. You're the only person I want to spend the rest of my life with. The only thing that kept me.. alive after I thought you died was the kids.. and that's only because they remind me so much of you. I only want you derek, always. This is forever right?" She says. "Forever.. and ever.. and ever" he kisses her. She smiles. "Mer?" He says. "Yeah?" She says. "Do you.. still have the lingerie from that picture?" He asks, running his hands up and down her thighs. She giggles. "I dunno.. let's have a look" she gets off his lap, walking to the wardrobe. She pulls out a big box full of things. "What's that?" He asks. "Umm.. I- I kept a box full of things that I couldnt wear because.. they reminded me too much of you and it.. hurt too much but I didnt want to throw away" she says. "Can I see?" He asks. "Sure" she says. He walks over and looks through the box. "My shirt.. the dress you were wearing, when we first met.. the top you were wearing on our first date.. what's this one?" He asks, holding up a black dress. "That's the dress I wore to you're.. funeral" she says. "Oh" he says. "Is this.." he picks something up "my ferry boat scrub cap" he smiles. "Yeah. I- I actually wore it.. for a while. It reminded me of you but when I started.. dating again. I felt like- I just- it- i needed to clear a few thing out. Less reminders of you. I just.. I saw things like-" she picked up the post it note "the post it note or your ferry boat scrub cap and I'd just feel guilty so I had to put them away" she says. "I bet you look hot in my scrub cap" he says. She giggles. She gasps, looking down at the box. She picks up the lingerie. She smirks at him, holding it up. "I hope you know that I could literally never wear lingerie again after i thought you died because of how youd react when you saw it on me" she chuckles. He laughs. "Good" he smirks. She giggles. "Want me to put it on?" She raises her brow. "If you want" he mumbles nervously, looking down. She chuckles, standing up. She walks into the bathroom. He stands up and walks over to the bed, standing next to it. She comes back out, wearing her black lacy sexy lingerie. "Oh my god" he instantly feels his pants grow tighter. She grins, walking up to him and wrapping her arms loosely around his neck. He puts his hands on her waist, still looking down at her breasts. "Eyes up here" she chuckles, putting her pointer finger on his chin and lifting it up so hes looking at her. A massive feeling of hunger runs through his body. He looks down at her lips before taking her by suprise and kissing her hard. She moaned into the kiss as their tongues fought. They pulled away for a second so she could pull his shirt over his head, throwing it onto the floor. She ran her hands down his stomach. She pulled away from the kiss. "Have you been working out?" She almost says in a moan. "I wanted to look good when I saw you" he says shyly. She smiles. She looks down at his toned stomach. "You look extremely hot" she smirks. Her hands trail up to his biceps. "Very hot" she groans. She feels the same hunger and quickly undoes his trousers, pulling them to the floor aswell as his underwear. She stands back up. She almost forgets how to breathe as she looks down at his huge cock. "God" she breathes. She feels butterflies in her stomach. He kisses her, softer this time. She pauses, unable to move. "Hey" he chuckles, pulling away. She looks back down at him. "I need you.. right now" she finally gets out. She puts her hands on his cheeks, pulling him down and kissing him passionately. He turns them around and lowers her down onto the bed gently, their lips never separating. She puts her hands on his waist as he begins kissing and sucking on her neck. He slowly slides into her, making her back arch and she let out a quiet moan. He let's her adjust to his size. She grabs his cheeks gently, looking at him. "I missed you so much" she moans. "You have no idea how much I missed you" he groans. He starts thrusting in and out of her. "Ohhhh" she moans loudly. She wraps her legs around his waist as he thrusts into her fast. "Mmm ohhh ohhhhh derreekkk" she moans. She runs her fingers through his hair. "Mmm mer" he grunts. He thrusts deeper into her, hitting the right spot over and over again, making her back arch and her almost scream In pleasure. He sucks on that place on her neck that makes her go weak to the knees, sending her over the edge. She let's out a loud moan of pleasure as she cums. His cum spills into her as he thrusts into her one more time. His head falls into her shoulder, groaning into it as he releases. He lifts his head off of her shoulder. They're both breathing heavily, trying to catch their breaths. He kisses her gently, pulling out and laying next to her. She caught her breath before rolling over, straddling him. "That was even better than I remembered" she leans down and kisses him. He puts one hand on her waist and moves his other hand up, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. "Yeah" he breathes. They smile at eachother. Her phone starts ringing. She reaches over, not looking at the caller ID before picking it up. "Hello?" She says into the phone. "Hi" deluca says. "Deluca?" She says. "You said you'd ring me" he says. "No I didnt. In fact, I specifically said that I wouldnt call you" she says. "What are you doing?" He asks. "Umm.." she looks down at derek. "Doesnt matter" he says "can you come over to mine?" He asks. She smiles, watching derek as he plays with the ends of her hair. "Deluca for gods sake.. I'm sorry.. I really am but I cannot see you anymore. I'm married" she strokes his cheek with her thumb. "You're.. widowed" he says. "I'm literally sat.. ontop of my husband, right now. Hes pretty alive" she chuckles. Derek laughs. "You cheated on me?" He says. "No I didnt cheat on you because, again.. hes my husband and we're not together" she says. "Pass me the phone" Derek says. She shakes her head. He reaches up to grab the phone. She moves it back. "No" she giggles. "What?" Deluca says. Derek grabs the phone. "No derek" she laughs, trying to grab the phone. "Goodbye" he hangs up the phone, throwing it across the room. He puts his hands on her waist, turning them over and hovering over her. She giggles. He bites her neck playfully. "Tell your boyfriend that if he doesnt leave you alone.. then I'm going to get very.. very jealous. And he is going to regret it" he growls. "He is not my boyfriend" she laughs "and if I remember correctly.. jealous derek is very very hot" she says. "Oh is he?" He smirks. She nods, biting her lip. "The kids are staying at Owen's today. Him and amelia are looking after them. You wanna see them tomorrow?" She runs her fingers through his hair. He smiles, nodding. "lock the bedroom door. sometimes the kids come running in, in the morning and I think it would be quite the shock to see their mother and dead father in bed naked" she chuckles. "Okay" he laughs, standing up. She sits up, watching his naked body as he walks to the door, locking it and walking back over. She bites her lip, looking at him. "This is really uncomfortable" she laughs, standing up. He sits back on the bed. He watches her as she pulls off the lingerie. He stares at her fully naked body. She catches him. "What?" She chuckles. He puts his hands on her waist, picking her up and throwing her onto the bed, being careful not to hurt her. She giggles. He rests between her legs, kissing down her body. He spreads apart her legs, his face inbetween them. He licks up and down her foulds, making her squirm before thrusting his tongue into her centre. She arched her back, running her fingers through his hair as he started thrusting his tongue in and out. She moaned loudly. "Ohh right there derekkk" she moaned "mmm" she pushed his face further into her. He quickened his movements, bringing her closer to her release. He reached his hand up, rubbing her clit with his thumb. "Ohhhhh" she moaned loudly as she came, her fluids coating his tongue. He licks her clean before crawling back up her body, kissing her passionately. She was breathing heavily, trying to catch her breath. He laid next to her, pulling her into his embrace. He kissed her on her cheek. She turned around to face him. She kissed him on the lips. "I feel like this is a dream. You'll still be here in the morning right?" She asks scared. "I'll be right here in the morning" he strokes her cheek with his thumb. "You promise?" She says. "I promise" he says. "I love you so much" she moves closer to him, wrapping her arms tightly around his waist, her face resting in his chest. "I love you too" he wraps his arms around her, kissing her on the head. they had the best nights sleep either of them had in 4 years.

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