Don't Mess With Scott Hoying's Boyfriend

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DOUBLE!!!

Also: one more thing. Two chapters ago, THAT WAS NOT A NUDES REFERENCE. That's the stuff my brother uses so I put it in the book. And if I can be real with y'all, which I think I can, it's kinda annoying that everyone commented about it saying and talking about how it was a nudes reference. But...... I'll tone down the sass now.

Love y'all and hope you enjoy this chappy!!! (Italicized parts is the one shot)

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Thursday:

Scott was driving us to school, neither of us saying a word yet, I had so much I wanted to say.

I wanted to tell him how much he means to me.

I wanted to tell him that I need him.

I wanted to tell him how fucking sorry I am.

I wanted to tell him how much I love him and how I love that he loves to care for me.

"Babe"? I said aloud.

Scott glanced over at me and back at the road. "Yes, baby boy".

I blushed and bit my lip at the nick name, suddenly forgetting everything I wanted to tell him.

Crazy how he can still make me feel like this.

"I-I um...."

"Are you okay"? Scott asked.

"Yeah, I just.... I want to say sorry. And that I really do need you. And that I love you. And that I love how much you care for me.... Please don't leave me". I whispered out the last part.

He frowned and looked over at me, putting his hand on my thigh.

"Honey, I would never dream of it. You're too special to me. Now.. stop apologizing. You apologized so damn much yesterday and I forgive you. I love you too, babygirl".

"Yeah but..." I looked down at my lap, "We haven't had to say pause in so long".

"I know".

"And there were times that I wanted to but..."

"Like what times"? Scott asked.

"Like when we were fighting at school and I told you that I didn't need you to protect me and.... you walked away from me. I just.. I wanted to yell pause at the top of my lungs but... I just, I don't know why I didn't. I guess I thought you needed a break or that I know I said something wrong so I just... let you go".

"Ah, I understand. Don't blame yourself though. I don't wanna talk about that day again. Is there... is there any other instances where you felt the need to say it but never did"?

"U-um. I don't.. I don't think we should bring that fight up. It was one of our worst but... you know what I'm talking about"?

He nodded his head and his lips went into a thin line before going back to normal.

"I do".

"You almost broke up with me that day".

"I'm glad I didn't".

"Really? I said so many un-called for things".

"So did I. I called you out on your insecurities. That's something I should've never never done. Especially when you were still the way you were last year".

"And... and I told you that your c-cuts didn't count. That's the worst of all. I took my anger out on you. I'm so sorry".

"Hey, let's not bring up the past. It molded our relationship into what it is right now. Every fight and disagreement. It's made us. Okay?"

I nodded my head and looked at him. "Okay". I whispered out. "I love you, Scottie".

"I love you too, babygirl".