💚🧡Bakudeku & Kirikami One Shots❤️💛

Wish Upon a Star

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In the YT video description, there is a link to the story I was also inspired by.

All credit goes to this person on AO3 who made me cry (TOTALLY RECOMMEND YOU READ IT!!!) and convinced me to watch 13 Reasons Why... So far I'm liking it :P

If you've read the story, I'm basing the idea off Kat wishing to live forever and Izu wishing to not know a life without Kat. There will be a lot of time-skipping in this.

AU:
Normal
Immortal Katsuki
Reincarnated Izuku
Warnings:
TRIGGER WARNING
Swearing

[Katsuki's POV]

"Wait, let me get this straight... You... You can live forever, right?"

Yes. Yes I can.

"I've had multiple lives... and my name had always been 'Izuku Midoriya' in each one?"

Yes. Izuku Midoriya. The most beautiful name to my ears.

"And... I don't remember a single one of them?"

Izuku...

Y-You don't know what it's like to have watched the love of your life die. Right... i-in front of you!

E-Even if you are a-alive and here, sitting right beside me on the hill overlooking the  town, I can still remember it.

Hearing you cough blood with a face whiter than snow, wheezing as your breathing slows to a stop.

Watching you throw that child over before the white-hot rubble and debris bore down on you. 130 floors worth of it.

Listening to your agonising whimpers as your own body fluids soak your white t-shirt, staining your skin and the beam that was pierced through you.

Seeing those goddamn tears trail down your cheeks as you were pushed into the ocean, that ball chain pulling you down further than I could see.

And all I could do was... f-fucking watch!

"I don't get it though! I mean, you are literally immortal! What's so bad about it?"

Everything.

No one understands it. Not even you! Y-You don't even remember me!

You don't understand what it's like to watch you die in front of me! In the cruellest and most torturous ways possible that make sure to give me nightmares! Watch you suffer until your throat bleeds from screaming so hard whilst I stand there! All I can do is comfort you until the lights go out! I can't even fucking feel what it's like to die!

I C-CAN'T DIE!

B-But you... You can! You can die how ever many fucking times you want! You can die and come back and die again and come back and keep f-fucking playing with my emotions!

"I mean, imagine out-living everyone else! Imagine never having the pain of saying goodbye to such an amazing world because you'll never leave it!"

But I want to leave. I hate being here. In this stupid world that kills what means the most to me in the most painful ways possible. Out-living everyone else. I always have to be the fool who grieves every time people stop living. You stop living. I want to join them! I don't w-want to live anymore!