Louises pov
..and that's all I know, well so far. I'm trying to piece it all together." I told dan the whole story and he was tearing up. "Aww Louise, are you okay?" He went to touch my hand but I moved it away as soon as I felt his skin upon my own. "Sorry, I don't want people touching my hands at the moment." I stuttered and wrapped my hands into my jumper sleeves, I heard my phone ringing and I looked at the caller ID 'unknown number' "Hello?" I asked. "Hey phyco, I hope I didn't interupted you speaking to dan. You'll probably try and beat him to death in a minute anyway." Dickinson laughed evilly into the phone. "How did you get my number?" I asked through gritted Teeth. "I know people who know other people" He said calmly, dan looked at me confusingly before mouthing. 'Who is it?' I shrugged it off and carried on the conversation. "Well me and you are gonna become great friends (!)" I said sarcasticly, he sniggered and hung up. "Who was it?" Dan asked me with a worried look plastered on his face. "Uh nobody..wrong number I think" I shrugged it off and supressing my worry and anger. "You can trust me, if it's someone you're not ment to talk to." Dan smiled honestly. "It's not that I can't trust you but I can't trust myself." I sighed and stood up, dan stood beside me and we linked arms. "Let's skip." He laughed and we skipped into the music room. "We're off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of oz" we sang loudly as we entered the room, everyone laughed at our silliness and phil linked the other side of me as we skipped round the room happily, I was ignoring the pang of worry in my gut. Finally we sat on the make shift beds and chilled out. "Play something for us" Phil panted, I looked over at him and raised an eyebrow. "I..I don't play." I lied, Harry threw a pillow at my head and tackled me into a cuddle. "Liar! You do play, please play babe" He whined, I tried to get out of it but he wouldn't let me go. "Okay, okay! Let me go" I giggled, he kissed me slowly before hopping off me. I picked up the guitar and laid back on one of the matresses. "Pick a good rock song." I said as I plugged in the amp chord and pulled a pick out my pocket. "I dunno" they all said hesitantly, I rolled and began playing some all time low. "Babe you have to sing" Harry smirked, I put my middle finger up and pulled the mic stand and mic down to my level. "Testing...harry is an asshole...testing" I joked which made him throw another pillow at me. " Shut your mouth 'cause you're talking too much
And I don't give a damn anyway
You always seem to be stepping in shit
And all you really do is complain
It's your lie, tell it how you like
Small minds tend to think alike
Shut your mouth 'cause you're talking too much
And I don't give a fuck anyway
[Chorus:]
Let yourself go, let yourself go, let yourself go [x4]
Gotta let me go, gotta let it go [x2]
Cut the crap 'cause you're screaming in my ear
And you're taking up all of the space
You're really testing my patience again
And I'd rather get punched in the face
You're getting on my every last nerve
Everything you've said I've already heard
I'm sick to death of your every last breath
And I don't give a fuck anyway
[Chorus:]
Let yourself go, let yourself go, let yourself go [x4]
Gotta let me go, gotta let it go [x4]
Always fuck fuckin' with my head now..
Always fuck fuckin' with my head now..
Always fuck fuckin' with my head now..
Always fucking with my head and I gotta let it go!
[Chorus:]
Let yourself go, let yourself go, let yourself go [x8]" I placed the guitar beside me and shoved the pick back in my pocket. "I'm gonna go to sleep now" I mumbled and cuddled into the pillow, before I knew it harry was cuddling me tightly and nuzzling his face into my shoulder. "I love you, my little rock chick." He laughed, I laughed and rolled over to face him, I was met with his beautiful eyes staring into my blue ones. "I love you too, my little weakling" I teased, Harry kissed me again but with a little more force. "Get your tongue out of my daughters mouth before I chop it off." My dad yelled from the door way, I pulled apart from harry and blushed a deep pink colour. "D..dad I..I thought you went out." I stuttered which made harry snigger, I elbowed him in the chest and looked back at my dad's angry face. "No I was watching the game." He looked at me with a glared that made my look away. "Plus one of us has to sleep on that" Dan added, I stood up and made my way towards my dad. "Who's winning?" I asked him, He shrugged and focused on dan and phil who were playing around in the music room. "Well I'm going to my room..." I trailed of and walked to my room, as I turned the corner I bumped into my mum who then nearly fell on her butt. "Mum, oh my god! I am so so sorry." I said quickly as I held her up and she found her feet. "I'm fine, it's fine. I was just gonna watch a movie with phan and dil...I mean dan and phil." She groaned and held her ribcage. "Okay but take it easy" I told her and guided her to the room. As soon as I saw them all huddled up in the quilts and watching the film on her laptop I left the room. I walked in my room and placed my suitcase on the bed, I began placing my clothes nearly inside it. "Babe what are you doing?" Harry said from behind me, I turned round and put my hand on my chest to slow my heartbeat. "Hey don't touch my boobs" He whinged, I laughed and shook my head. "1) they're mine 2)they're mine and 3) I'm packing up for uni." I smiled and carried on packing my clothes. "WHY?! Baby don't go" He wrapped his arms round my waist as I folded my blue jeans. "I have to go to uni harry, living in halls will make it easier for me to go and I will finally get away from home" I giggled as his thumbs drew patterns on my hip bones, he kissed my neck and moved my hair to the side. "But. What. About. Me?" He asked between kisses, I leant back into him and closed my eyes. "I will..s..still see..you" I breathed, he nipped at the skin which made me grip his hair, he groaned and did it again making me gasp. "N..not now, later" was all I could say, he didn't stop which made me shiver slightly until I heard a coughing from the door way. "Louise hemmings! Harry irwin! What the hell did I tell you!" My dad nagged harry pulled off me and sat on the bed looking very embarrassed and scared. "Dad don't be a big meanie" I frowned at him, he looked on my bed and saw the suitcase filling with clothes. "What?! No! Y..you can't move in with him! I won't let you!" He stammered and made he way over and hugged me, my dad never hugged me. He only hugged me when he left for tour every now and then but never full on hugged me. "Dad im not moving in with harry, I'm moving into halls. It's better than me driving an hour to get to uni every day, I will be home for the holidays and most weekends." I laughed sympathetically, He sighed and let me go. "But I don't want you to leave us, you're my little penguin." He pouted, I smiled and cupped his cheeks in my hands. "Dad im 6 ft tall, I'm hardly little anymore, plus you're always on tour so you won't notice." I giggled, he frowned and went to go move my hands but as his skin touched the backs of them I sharply moved them away. "But it won't be the same when I come back. I'm gonna miss you." He teared up and I wiped his tears away and hugged him again. "Well I have 3 days" I smiled sweetly, I looked into his slightly dull blue eyes as he looked into my bright blue eyes. "No it's 2 days sweetie." He reminded me, I laughed and pulled out of the hug. "Well leave me to pack u then" I giggled and pushed him out the door. "Aw your dad is so-" "soppy. Now where was I? " I sighed and grabbed my underwear, I shoved it into my suitcase and saw harrys eyes widen and he bit his lip. "That's some of the sexiest undies I have ever seen." He chuckled quietly, I shook my head and carried on putting the rest in the bag. "Babe why do these have 2 d's written on them?" Harry asked as he inspected the label of my bra. "That's the size I am, babe that'd what daisy dukes mean double ds" I laughed. "Oh...oh you have biguns then!" He wiggled his eyebrows and smirked.
