Blue eyes - chapter 80

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The boys were all asleep in the living room on the sofas and i was sat on the floor with a glass of adult ribeina in my hand, this was my third glass so it made me a little tipsy. I exhaled and placed the empty glass on the table, I pulled myself up and walked towards the basement like I usually do at this time. I quietly shut the door to the living room and then the door to the basement. "1, 2 or 3" i whispered to myself. I slumped down on the piano stool and opened the lid. " Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me

[2x]
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans

Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is the prize

[2x]
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

Didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know" I sang, I ran a hand through my hair and sighed. "This sucks" I whispered. "No it doesnt" I heard Michael say from behind me, I turned round and sighed. "Yeah it does, I'm 22 depressed with a 4 year old kid and I'm here in this big arse house alone." I ranted on laid my head in the keys, I felt the seat dip beside me. "Hey its not all bad, if you needed company you should have called us sooner." He cooed, I sat up and smiled weakly. "Don't get me wrong I love Louise to pieces but I....I am so lonely, Michael I miss you guys and even luke." I mumbled, he cuddled me from the side. "How much juice have you had?" He questioned with a pout. "About 3 or 4 glasses, I think I'm tipsy." I giggled, he let out a chuckle and poked my side. "You think? So what we gonna play, and by we I mean you" He mumbled, I looked at the keys and then at Michael. "How about this." I began playing the beginning. " Feet don’t fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I’m hoping at the gates,
They’ll tell me that you’re mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?
It's like I told you honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come on take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words, this is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Trying to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

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